1 00:00:05,430 --> 00:00:02,710 what's up everybody it's monday night 2 00:00:07,510 --> 00:00:05,440 that's right i got the hat i got the 3 00:00:08,710 --> 00:00:07,520 i got the sport coat 4 00:00:10,870 --> 00:00:08,720 and 5 00:00:13,350 --> 00:00:10,880 that's about it i use that to you know 6 00:00:14,789 --> 00:00:13,360 when i try to like fix the tie looking 7 00:00:16,230 --> 00:00:14,799 at the screen 8 00:00:18,230 --> 00:00:16,240 but it's like a mirror and it goes the 9 00:00:19,750 --> 00:00:18,240 opposite direction so it doesn't really 10 00:00:21,269 --> 00:00:19,760 work out 11 00:00:23,910 --> 00:00:21,279 uh but we 12 00:00:25,910 --> 00:00:23,920 we got a pretty cool uh gig for you 13 00:00:28,710 --> 00:00:25,920 tonight by the way 14 00:00:30,470 --> 00:00:28,720 uh we have exo 15 00:00:33,830 --> 00:00:30,480 oh man i'm totally gonna screw that up 16 00:00:39,270 --> 00:00:36,950 uh on if you haven't uh checked him out 17 00:00:42,389 --> 00:00:39,280 i put his information in the 18 00:00:45,750 --> 00:00:42,399 uh description for the show 19 00:00:47,190 --> 00:00:45,760 um so you can check it out um his latest 20 00:00:49,750 --> 00:00:47,200 episode 21 00:00:50,709 --> 00:00:49,760 i started uh listening to you on the way 22 00:00:52,549 --> 00:00:50,719 here 23 00:00:54,950 --> 00:00:52,559 and i didn't have enough time to finish 24 00:00:57,110 --> 00:00:54,960 it i was so pissed cuz i really like the 25 00:00:58,950 --> 00:00:57,120 way he looks at all this stuff 26 00:01:01,590 --> 00:00:58,960 um and then the 27 00:01:04,630 --> 00:01:01,600 uh collins elite 28 00:01:05,429 --> 00:01:04,640 freaking episode was uh fantastic i 29 00:01:08,070 --> 00:01:05,439 learned 30 00:01:09,350 --> 00:01:08,080 uh something there so that's really what 31 00:01:12,789 --> 00:01:09,360 i appreciate 32 00:01:13,990 --> 00:01:12,799 um because i want to learn as much as i 33 00:01:15,429 --> 00:01:14,000 can 34 00:01:17,109 --> 00:01:15,439 so 35 00:01:18,550 --> 00:01:17,119 super excited 36 00:01:22,070 --> 00:01:18,560 um he 37 00:01:23,910 --> 00:01:22,080 will be here by voice only so you 38 00:01:25,109 --> 00:01:23,920 you guys who um like listen to him and 39 00:01:27,190 --> 00:01:25,119 everything 40 00:01:29,749 --> 00:01:27,200 probably know that's the deal 41 00:01:31,270 --> 00:01:29,759 but if not i'm telling you uh so right 42 00:01:33,190 --> 00:01:31,280 away i'll just say what's up to 43 00:01:36,149 --> 00:01:33,200 everybody that's here 44 00:01:38,069 --> 00:01:36,159 a waif soul i know you uh joe's i get 45 00:01:40,710 --> 00:01:38,079 you 1am 46 00:01:43,510 --> 00:01:40,720 um we'll catch you next time uh and 47 00:01:45,190 --> 00:01:43,520 taylor what's up 48 00:01:47,830 --> 00:01:45,200 awesome um 49 00:01:49,830 --> 00:01:47,840 robert cowford awesome 50 00:01:51,670 --> 00:01:49,840 um scott brown 51 00:01:53,109 --> 00:01:51,680 thanks for saying that scott brown says 52 00:01:55,190 --> 00:01:53,119 i look badass 53 00:01:57,590 --> 00:01:55,200 um that's pretty good 54 00:01:59,510 --> 00:01:57,600 better than 55 00:02:01,270 --> 00:01:59,520 i don't know i could 56 00:02:02,950 --> 00:02:01,280 i don't have anything sorry i thought i 57 00:02:05,910 --> 00:02:02,960 had something but i don't 58 00:02:09,350 --> 00:02:05,920 and benji what's up my co-host brother 59 00:02:10,949 --> 00:02:09,360 for the 17th really appreciate it 60 00:02:12,710 --> 00:02:10,959 um so yeah 61 00:02:15,110 --> 00:02:12,720 alien girl what's up we have uh 62 00:02:17,110 --> 00:02:15,120 priscilla quantum witch here uh just so 63 00:02:19,990 --> 00:02:17,120 you know that's our monday night thing 64 00:02:22,070 --> 00:02:20,000 if you remember so just give me a second 65 00:02:24,470 --> 00:02:22,080 we'll play our little you know our 66 00:02:31,900 --> 00:02:24,480 little clip a little fun stuff 67 00:03:39,670 --> 00:02:44,000 [Music] 68 00:03:44,470 --> 00:03:42,070 you got that right so uh first of all 69 00:03:46,869 --> 00:03:44,480 we'll bring in the 70 00:03:50,070 --> 00:03:46,879 best witch in town 71 00:03:53,350 --> 00:03:50,080 and tonight the only one 72 00:03:55,270 --> 00:03:53,360 but i'm working on my my witch um 73 00:03:56,949 --> 00:03:55,280 bachelor's degree so 74 00:03:58,789 --> 00:03:56,959 you give me some time i might be able to 75 00:04:01,030 --> 00:03:58,799 cook something up 76 00:04:02,470 --> 00:04:01,040 so how are you i'm doing great i'm just 77 00:04:03,670 --> 00:04:02,480 wondering if you're gonna take that hat 78 00:04:04,710 --> 00:04:03,680 off and you're gonna have perfect hair 79 00:04:06,229 --> 00:04:04,720 in like you did that one time with the 80 00:04:08,550 --> 00:04:06,239 beanie 81 00:04:10,229 --> 00:04:08,560 how do you do that yeah my head's not 82 00:04:12,550 --> 00:04:10,239 even in anything and i've got stuff all 83 00:04:18,390 --> 00:04:15,830 i cut it myself and the back of it is 84 00:04:21,830 --> 00:04:18,400 atrocious so until i get my wife to fix 85 00:04:22,629 --> 00:04:21,840 it it's going to be hat town usa 86 00:04:24,710 --> 00:04:22,639 um 87 00:04:25,909 --> 00:04:24,720 how's everything in 88 00:04:29,270 --> 00:04:25,919 like with you with your show and 89 00:04:32,070 --> 00:04:29,280 everything everything's good yeah 90 00:04:34,870 --> 00:04:32,080 um the only thing coming up is 91 00:04:37,430 --> 00:04:34,880 i have oh actually wednesday i am having 92 00:04:39,189 --> 00:04:37,440 ufo jane after she comes on she's gonna 93 00:04:41,110 --> 00:04:39,199 do a double she's gonna do ucr and then 94 00:04:44,150 --> 00:04:41,120 she's gonna come on my show so that'll 95 00:04:45,909 --> 00:04:44,160 be fun and then you should get ufo joe 96 00:04:47,670 --> 00:04:45,919 too yeah 97 00:04:49,749 --> 00:04:47,680 and then they get married 98 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:49,759 before jane and joe well we have to have 99 00:04:54,830 --> 00:04:52,720 ufo jesus to officiate of course um 100 00:04:57,430 --> 00:04:54,840 but yeah and then 101 00:05:00,230 --> 00:04:57,440 yeah until monday so 102 00:05:03,909 --> 00:05:00,240 engage in the phenomenon toby 103 00:05:06,550 --> 00:05:03,919 awesome so happy everyone's here um k-42 104 00:05:07,670 --> 00:05:06,560 d so without further 105 00:05:10,870 --> 00:05:07,680 ado 106 00:05:13,110 --> 00:05:10,880 uh let me bring in i'm just gonna call 107 00:05:15,029 --> 00:05:13,120 him exo because that's easier for me 108 00:05:17,029 --> 00:05:15,039 mr xo how you doing 109 00:05:18,550 --> 00:05:17,039 i'm doing well can you hear me okay i 110 00:05:20,950 --> 00:05:18,560 can hear you great 111 00:05:23,510 --> 00:05:20,960 excellent you can go with exo academian 112 00:05:25,670 --> 00:05:23,520 or xo academian or exo works great for 113 00:05:29,029 --> 00:05:25,680 me okay yeah if you don't mind i'll call 114 00:05:31,189 --> 00:05:29,039 you xop sure if i don't i'm gonna call 115 00:05:32,870 --> 00:05:31,199 you like you know when you just listen 116 00:05:36,310 --> 00:05:32,880 to stuff whether it be 117 00:05:38,150 --> 00:05:36,320 on the phone or the radio and you kind 118 00:05:41,270 --> 00:05:38,160 of like make up what the person looks 119 00:05:44,469 --> 00:05:41,280 like in your mind maybe unintentionally 120 00:05:47,270 --> 00:05:44,479 and for whatever reason that to me 121 00:05:49,430 --> 00:05:47,280 you sound like rand paul 122 00:05:51,670 --> 00:05:49,440 yeah really okay 123 00:05:53,909 --> 00:05:51,680 and the secrets out it secrets out you 124 00:05:56,790 --> 00:05:53,919 figured it out my identity is exposed 125 00:05:59,510 --> 00:05:56,800 wow does it mean anything other than 126 00:06:00,550 --> 00:05:59,520 that than the sound that's it 127 00:06:02,710 --> 00:06:00,560 so 128 00:06:05,189 --> 00:06:02,720 i don't know why but i'm always 129 00:06:07,189 --> 00:06:05,199 completely wrong and i've spent like uh 130 00:06:09,670 --> 00:06:07,199 many many years in the phone business 131 00:06:11,430 --> 00:06:09,680 and i would you know you do that and i 132 00:06:12,950 --> 00:06:11,440 meet the person i'm like wow i was way 133 00:06:14,710 --> 00:06:12,960 off 134 00:06:16,550 --> 00:06:14,720 you know it's not funny i mean i i 135 00:06:18,870 --> 00:06:16,560 recently got together with with somebody 136 00:06:20,230 --> 00:06:18,880 locally who's been on ufo twitter 137 00:06:21,830 --> 00:06:20,240 and you don't realize you're doing it 138 00:06:23,510 --> 00:06:21,840 but you build up this whole conception 139 00:06:25,270 --> 00:06:23,520 of you know their personality their 140 00:06:26,550 --> 00:06:25,280 demeanor what they look like and then 141 00:06:28,390 --> 00:06:26,560 you meet them and it's only then that 142 00:06:29,590 --> 00:06:28,400 you realize that's totally not what i 143 00:06:31,029 --> 00:06:29,600 pictured and you weren't even really 144 00:06:32,629 --> 00:06:31,039 conscious that you were picturing them 145 00:06:35,909 --> 00:06:32,639 but it happened and then you're like i 146 00:06:38,550 --> 00:06:37,350 you're not him what are you talking 147 00:06:41,830 --> 00:06:38,560 about 148 00:06:44,790 --> 00:06:41,840 so um yeah meet priscilla priscilla exo 149 00:06:45,990 --> 00:06:44,800 um hi priscilla hello great to meet you 150 00:06:49,830 --> 00:06:46,000 love you 151 00:06:51,990 --> 00:06:49,840 so i'll just say um i'm new to the the 152 00:06:52,870 --> 00:06:52,000 exo show uh engaging the phenomena and 153 00:06:55,270 --> 00:06:52,880 actually 154 00:06:58,230 --> 00:06:55,280 uh james there um 155 00:07:00,390 --> 00:06:58,240 uh nudged me in your direction 156 00:07:02,790 --> 00:07:00,400 the cosmic networker also known as james 157 00:07:06,150 --> 00:07:02,800 iandoli yes yeah 158 00:07:07,830 --> 00:07:06,160 in the first episode i listened to was 159 00:07:10,390 --> 00:07:07,840 the collins elite one 160 00:07:12,710 --> 00:07:10,400 um and i'm you know i like 161 00:07:14,070 --> 00:07:12,720 i'm not a conspiracy guy 162 00:07:15,189 --> 00:07:14,080 really but 163 00:07:18,230 --> 00:07:15,199 i don't think 164 00:07:19,830 --> 00:07:18,240 this really is either at this point and 165 00:07:20,710 --> 00:07:19,840 you take things 166 00:07:22,390 --> 00:07:20,720 uh 167 00:07:24,790 --> 00:07:22,400 with a really great perspective to where 168 00:07:26,950 --> 00:07:24,800 you're not like attaching yourself to to 169 00:07:29,510 --> 00:07:26,960 this story or that story you're just 170 00:07:31,350 --> 00:07:29,520 kind of telling the story as it is as 171 00:07:33,110 --> 00:07:31,360 the facts lay bear and i really 172 00:07:35,670 --> 00:07:33,120 appreciate that and i learned some 173 00:07:39,350 --> 00:07:35,680 things about was it um jack parsons i 174 00:07:42,230 --> 00:07:39,360 think yeah in his occult stuff and 175 00:07:43,749 --> 00:07:42,240 um basically how the whole demon aspect 176 00:07:46,469 --> 00:07:43,759 of this thing 177 00:07:49,029 --> 00:07:46,479 may have gotten started and why we hear 178 00:07:51,350 --> 00:07:49,039 that um now 179 00:07:53,510 --> 00:07:51,360 as you know possibly the reason 180 00:07:55,350 --> 00:07:53,520 you know secrets are kept so 181 00:07:56,710 --> 00:07:55,360 um i guess the first thing i want to ask 182 00:08:05,510 --> 00:07:56,720 is 183 00:08:07,909 --> 00:08:05,520 kind of struck you were you irritated 184 00:08:09,270 --> 00:08:07,919 with the whole thing what was it 185 00:08:11,430 --> 00:08:09,280 yeah i think there's a there's a few 186 00:08:13,589 --> 00:08:11,440 factors with that one in particular one 187 00:08:15,270 --> 00:08:13,599 because luella zondo you know was pretty 188 00:08:17,510 --> 00:08:15,280 clear about running into those kind of 189 00:08:19,749 --> 00:08:17,520 elements so it's not just you know 190 00:08:23,029 --> 00:08:19,759 right back in the 50s 60s 70s 80s it's 191 00:08:24,710 --> 00:08:23,039 still got an active contingent now 192 00:08:26,390 --> 00:08:24,720 and you know so partly just as an 193 00:08:28,869 --> 00:08:26,400 american who understands that's 194 00:08:30,390 --> 00:08:28,879 completely unconstitutional and why 195 00:08:33,269 --> 00:08:30,400 would people in positions of power be 196 00:08:34,949 --> 00:08:33,279 making decisions for everybody else uh 197 00:08:36,310 --> 00:08:34,959 just that kind of creates some sort of 198 00:08:38,469 --> 00:08:36,320 you know a little bit of outreach 199 00:08:40,070 --> 00:08:38,479 outrage in me 200 00:08:42,389 --> 00:08:40,080 and just sort of shutting down the 201 00:08:43,430 --> 00:08:42,399 curiosity you know like just to 202 00:08:44,949 --> 00:08:43,440 uh 203 00:08:46,550 --> 00:08:44,959 just as a curious person i want to 204 00:08:48,630 --> 00:08:46,560 investigate things and learn more and 205 00:08:51,350 --> 00:08:48,640 i'm very open-minded and open-ended in 206 00:08:53,670 --> 00:08:51,360 terms of what's going on with reality 207 00:08:55,430 --> 00:08:53,680 but also i think another major factor 208 00:08:57,269 --> 00:08:55,440 for me is i uh 209 00:08:59,430 --> 00:08:57,279 you know i have a background in biblical 210 00:09:01,269 --> 00:08:59,440 studies and religious studies and you 211 00:09:02,870 --> 00:09:01,279 know at one point in my life considered 212 00:09:05,430 --> 00:09:02,880 myself an evangelical christian i don't 213 00:09:06,949 --> 00:09:05,440 anymore but at one point i did 214 00:09:09,190 --> 00:09:06,959 and so i 215 00:09:11,190 --> 00:09:09,200 i have a you know keen familiarity with 216 00:09:12,790 --> 00:09:11,200 what it's like to be in those circles 217 00:09:14,150 --> 00:09:12,800 when you're convinced of these things 218 00:09:15,990 --> 00:09:14,160 and i think 219 00:09:18,389 --> 00:09:16,000 when you've been in those circles do you 220 00:09:21,110 --> 00:09:18,399 really understand how that world view 221 00:09:23,030 --> 00:09:21,120 can be so absolute and how it could even 222 00:09:25,030 --> 00:09:23,040 lead you to do things professionally 223 00:09:26,389 --> 00:09:25,040 that are not even very professional 224 00:09:28,310 --> 00:09:26,399 because it's you know you wear it it's 225 00:09:29,990 --> 00:09:28,320 the it's the pair of glasses that you 226 00:09:31,910 --> 00:09:30,000 wear that you don't even see 227 00:09:33,269 --> 00:09:31,920 um and so it doesn't surprise me that 228 00:09:35,190 --> 00:09:33,279 there's a contingent within the us 229 00:09:36,389 --> 00:09:35,200 government that thinks that way because 230 00:09:38,230 --> 00:09:36,399 i've been in those circles and i know 231 00:09:41,990 --> 00:09:38,240 how absolute they are 232 00:09:44,870 --> 00:09:42,000 right yeah kind of uh summing up every 233 00:09:47,190 --> 00:09:44,880 evil that exists every down to the 234 00:09:50,790 --> 00:09:47,200 thought sometimes just straight up to 235 00:09:52,710 --> 00:09:50,800 the devil that's the devil 236 00:09:55,269 --> 00:09:52,720 behind every bush is the way the saying 237 00:09:56,070 --> 00:09:55,279 goes and uh yeah pretty much 238 00:09:57,670 --> 00:09:56,080 yeah 239 00:09:59,350 --> 00:09:57,680 um 240 00:10:02,550 --> 00:09:59,360 priscilla did you listen to that episode 241 00:10:04,230 --> 00:10:02,560 by chance yeah i did and it's kind of um 242 00:10:07,190 --> 00:10:04,240 i was kinda i've heard of it before but 243 00:10:09,030 --> 00:10:07,200 i the way you put it was you had all the 244 00:10:10,470 --> 00:10:09,040 facts so it made it was kind of like on 245 00:10:11,670 --> 00:10:10,480 the edge of like am i being paranoid 246 00:10:14,470 --> 00:10:11,680 when i'm reading about this or like 247 00:10:16,550 --> 00:10:14,480 leaving it but then the way that you 248 00:10:18,630 --> 00:10:16,560 made your episode you just had like he 249 00:10:20,550 --> 00:10:18,640 said you have all the facts and you're 250 00:10:21,670 --> 00:10:20,560 not uh trying to push some sort of 251 00:10:24,230 --> 00:10:21,680 narrative you're just like this is 252 00:10:25,750 --> 00:10:24,240 what's out there and it's kind of scary 253 00:10:27,430 --> 00:10:25,760 how um 254 00:10:29,030 --> 00:10:27,440 something things like that are happening 255 00:10:30,790 --> 00:10:29,040 to this day and you're right it's all 256 00:10:33,190 --> 00:10:30,800 unconstitutional and 257 00:10:36,790 --> 00:10:33,200 it does make people angry because 258 00:10:38,550 --> 00:10:36,800 we are putting our our livelihoods in 259 00:10:39,670 --> 00:10:38,560 in the hands of these you know of our 260 00:10:41,030 --> 00:10:39,680 government thinking that they're going 261 00:10:42,630 --> 00:10:41,040 to do the right thing and then they're 262 00:10:44,949 --> 00:10:42,640 hiding things from us 263 00:10:47,509 --> 00:10:44,959 now you actually started exo about 12 264 00:10:49,750 --> 00:10:47,519 months ago i heard today on on your 265 00:10:51,350 --> 00:10:49,760 latest episode was so what kick-started 266 00:10:52,870 --> 00:10:51,360 you there 267 00:10:53,670 --> 00:10:52,880 well i think 268 00:10:55,670 --> 00:10:53,680 um 269 00:10:57,910 --> 00:10:55,680 so i sort of came back into this sort of 270 00:10:59,430 --> 00:10:57,920 ufo picture 271 00:11:01,030 --> 00:10:59,440 around the time of the you know the new 272 00:11:02,870 --> 00:11:01,040 york times kind of breaking those 273 00:11:04,389 --> 00:11:02,880 articles i was interested in long before 274 00:11:05,590 --> 00:11:04,399 then but it had kind of gone dormant for 275 00:11:07,670 --> 00:11:05,600 a long time 276 00:11:09,670 --> 00:11:07,680 um so i have a long long history with 277 00:11:11,269 --> 00:11:09,680 this topic in general partly related to 278 00:11:13,269 --> 00:11:11,279 some personal experiences but it kind of 279 00:11:14,949 --> 00:11:13,279 was dormant for a long time kind of came 280 00:11:17,110 --> 00:11:14,959 back online when that whole revelation 281 00:11:18,710 --> 00:11:17,120 happened in 2017 282 00:11:21,910 --> 00:11:18,720 and then i came on to sort of ufo 283 00:11:23,590 --> 00:11:21,920 twitter i think in early 2019 284 00:11:26,949 --> 00:11:23,600 and what happened was you know what you 285 00:11:29,030 --> 00:11:26,959 can only say so much succinctly in 220 286 00:11:31,509 --> 00:11:29,040 characters right so of course and this 287 00:11:33,829 --> 00:11:31,519 is such a nuanced topic with so many 288 00:11:35,990 --> 00:11:33,839 elements involved that you constantly 289 00:11:36,790 --> 00:11:36,000 find yourself wrestling with what can i 290 00:11:38,790 --> 00:11:36,800 say 291 00:11:40,470 --> 00:11:38,800 in 220 characters that's going to be 292 00:11:42,310 --> 00:11:40,480 meaningful right and it's going to touch 293 00:11:43,910 --> 00:11:42,320 on all the elements i need to touch on 294 00:11:45,590 --> 00:11:43,920 eventually realize you really can't and 295 00:11:47,829 --> 00:11:45,600 it's not really 296 00:11:49,190 --> 00:11:47,839 the medium that's wired for that for 297 00:11:51,030 --> 00:11:49,200 that kind of you know ongoing 298 00:11:51,910 --> 00:11:51,040 conversation with nuance so that's why i 299 00:11:53,350 --> 00:11:51,920 thought 300 00:11:55,190 --> 00:11:53,360 what i'd really like to do and this is 301 00:11:57,670 --> 00:11:55,200 partly just based on 302 00:11:59,829 --> 00:11:57,680 relationships and and realizing that 303 00:12:01,590 --> 00:11:59,839 you can build up a shared vocabulary and 304 00:12:02,949 --> 00:12:01,600 a shared history where you understand 305 00:12:04,150 --> 00:12:02,959 what you're referring to and once you 306 00:12:06,069 --> 00:12:04,160 have that 307 00:12:07,430 --> 00:12:06,079 that sort of groundwork done 308 00:12:09,350 --> 00:12:07,440 then you can have really sort of 309 00:12:11,430 --> 00:12:09,360 sophisticated nuanced conversations 310 00:12:13,750 --> 00:12:11,440 where you have a background in in common 311 00:12:15,910 --> 00:12:13,760 with people so what i wanted to do it 312 00:12:17,430 --> 00:12:15,920 occurred to me why don't i do a podcast 313 00:12:19,350 --> 00:12:17,440 where i do these sort of 30 minute 314 00:12:21,750 --> 00:12:19,360 podcast i wanted to do something 315 00:12:23,509 --> 00:12:21,760 different not not just an interview 316 00:12:26,150 --> 00:12:23,519 show although i do that do that once in 317 00:12:27,670 --> 00:12:26,160 a while but generally i just do me 318 00:12:28,790 --> 00:12:27,680 taking on a certain topic and talking 319 00:12:29,670 --> 00:12:28,800 about it 320 00:12:31,110 --> 00:12:29,680 and 321 00:12:32,550 --> 00:12:31,120 i figured that over time i would be able 322 00:12:33,829 --> 00:12:32,560 to build on arguments be able to 323 00:12:34,949 --> 00:12:33,839 reference things that people had already 324 00:12:36,870 --> 00:12:34,959 heard so i wouldn't have to keep going 325 00:12:38,310 --> 00:12:36,880 back over it and you can say something a 326 00:12:40,069 --> 00:12:38,320 bit more sophisticated and with more 327 00:12:42,550 --> 00:12:40,079 nuance when you when you can speak in 328 00:12:45,269 --> 00:12:42,560 long form like that right right oh and i 329 00:12:46,870 --> 00:12:45,279 should say um is it your 330 00:12:49,190 --> 00:12:46,880 did i hear it right it's your one year 331 00:12:50,710 --> 00:12:49,200 anniversary basically 332 00:12:53,509 --> 00:12:50,720 yeah i think uh 333 00:12:55,750 --> 00:12:53,519 seems like around december 20th of last 334 00:12:57,269 --> 00:12:55,760 year was my first episode so yeah coming 335 00:12:58,870 --> 00:12:57,279 up on 336 00:13:01,509 --> 00:12:58,880 cool on the one year anniversary and i 337 00:13:03,670 --> 00:13:01,519 have so far you know knock on wood been 338 00:13:05,590 --> 00:13:03,680 able to do an episode every week so i've 339 00:13:08,150 --> 00:13:05,600 done 50 episodes now 340 00:13:10,470 --> 00:13:08,160 that's fantastic and that's not uh any 341 00:13:11,509 --> 00:13:10,480 small feat because of the work you put 342 00:13:13,350 --> 00:13:11,519 into it 343 00:13:15,430 --> 00:13:13,360 um i know 344 00:13:17,590 --> 00:13:15,440 you know researching and collecting is 345 00:13:18,470 --> 00:13:17,600 one thing but analyzing and putting 346 00:13:21,269 --> 00:13:18,480 together 347 00:13:23,190 --> 00:13:21,279 you know a podcast is 348 00:13:25,190 --> 00:13:23,200 is another and that that's quite a feats 349 00:13:26,629 --> 00:13:25,200 of good work man what do you think yeah 350 00:13:28,790 --> 00:13:26,639 appreciate that 351 00:13:30,710 --> 00:13:28,800 yeah i you're you're very thorough and 352 00:13:32,389 --> 00:13:30,720 i've i've started 353 00:13:34,550 --> 00:13:32,399 trying to write things to do on my own 354 00:13:36,389 --> 00:13:34,560 show but it takes so much time to 355 00:13:37,190 --> 00:13:36,399 properly research and i 356 00:13:38,389 --> 00:13:37,200 and 357 00:13:40,150 --> 00:13:38,399 you want to check the research that 358 00:13:41,509 --> 00:13:40,160 you're researching too so it's hard and 359 00:13:44,069 --> 00:13:41,519 then it's hard to put it all together in 360 00:13:45,990 --> 00:13:44,079 a way that is you know under 30 minutes 361 00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:46,000 so people actually listen and also have 362 00:13:49,430 --> 00:13:47,920 it flow and make sense and have all the 363 00:13:51,670 --> 00:13:49,440 points covered so you're doing an 364 00:13:53,350 --> 00:13:51,680 amazing job with that yeah thanks and i 365 00:13:54,150 --> 00:13:53,360 appreciate that and and and like you 366 00:13:55,350 --> 00:13:54,160 said 367 00:13:56,790 --> 00:13:55,360 you want to make sure you've covered 368 00:13:58,230 --> 00:13:56,800 your basis and you you want to make sure 369 00:14:00,150 --> 00:13:58,240 you don't say something you regret three 370 00:14:01,590 --> 00:14:00,160 months later you know like you if it's 371 00:14:03,430 --> 00:14:01,600 going to be for the record you want to 372 00:14:05,590 --> 00:14:03,440 feel confident that what you're saying 373 00:14:07,590 --> 00:14:05,600 you know you can really back up and so 374 00:14:09,829 --> 00:14:07,600 for instance even when i take on 375 00:14:11,350 --> 00:14:09,839 specific cases where people have had 376 00:14:12,470 --> 00:14:11,360 abduction experiences or contact 377 00:14:14,629 --> 00:14:12,480 experiences 378 00:14:17,269 --> 00:14:14,639 i want to know that there are other 379 00:14:19,269 --> 00:14:17,279 cases like that what other corroborating 380 00:14:20,870 --> 00:14:19,279 evidence is there for that case in 381 00:14:23,269 --> 00:14:20,880 general so i can feel fairly confident 382 00:14:25,509 --> 00:14:23,279 that the case i'm discussing is a fairly 383 00:14:28,150 --> 00:14:25,519 common one that's well supported kind of 384 00:14:31,110 --> 00:14:28,160 in in the literature 385 00:14:33,269 --> 00:14:31,120 um 386 00:14:35,990 --> 00:14:33,279 so can you 387 00:14:38,069 --> 00:14:36,000 can we go into the uh actual jack 388 00:14:40,310 --> 00:14:38,079 parsons aspect of this because he was 389 00:14:42,069 --> 00:14:40,320 working with nasa and everything back to 390 00:14:44,310 --> 00:14:42,079 the college elite stuff sorry to jump 391 00:14:46,710 --> 00:14:44,320 around but he was working with uh nasa 392 00:14:49,350 --> 00:14:46,720 and everything in you were talking about 393 00:14:52,389 --> 00:14:49,360 how there was he had an attachment to 394 00:14:54,230 --> 00:14:52,399 was it uh aleister crowley or maybe a 395 00:14:56,389 --> 00:14:54,240 degree short or something 396 00:14:59,350 --> 00:14:56,399 um but the belief is 397 00:15:02,949 --> 00:14:59,360 you know around 47 or or whatever 398 00:15:05,670 --> 00:15:02,959 crowley did some kind of um seance or 399 00:15:06,389 --> 00:15:05,680 ritual or whatever that possibly opened 400 00:15:08,310 --> 00:15:06,399 up 401 00:15:09,750 --> 00:15:08,320 this place whether it be a dimension or 402 00:15:12,949 --> 00:15:09,760 portal or whatever 403 00:15:15,110 --> 00:15:12,959 um for these uh saucers beings or 404 00:15:16,629 --> 00:15:15,120 whatever you want to say uh to start 405 00:15:18,310 --> 00:15:16,639 coming into 406 00:15:20,389 --> 00:15:18,320 you know our dimension 407 00:15:21,189 --> 00:15:20,399 um 408 00:15:23,430 --> 00:15:21,199 yeah 409 00:15:26,389 --> 00:15:23,440 leave that at all do we know if we 410 00:15:27,910 --> 00:15:26,399 you know if crowley thought that 411 00:15:28,790 --> 00:15:27,920 that's a good question i mean i think 412 00:15:30,550 --> 00:15:28,800 that 413 00:15:36,230 --> 00:15:30,560 my guess is 414 00:15:37,990 --> 00:15:36,240 a fundamentalist evangelical perspective 415 00:15:39,749 --> 00:15:38,000 on anything to do with the occult now 416 00:15:41,350 --> 00:15:39,759 right i don't know if either of you have 417 00:15:43,350 --> 00:15:41,360 a christian background but for me you 418 00:15:44,949 --> 00:15:43,360 can do it right so you know that the 419 00:15:46,870 --> 00:15:44,959 occult is bad news right in christian 420 00:15:49,189 --> 00:15:46,880 circles nothing to do with the occult 421 00:15:50,710 --> 00:15:49,199 like that's a bad word right in fact it 422 00:15:52,069 --> 00:15:50,720 was only years afterwards that i 423 00:15:53,990 --> 00:15:52,079 realized hey people are talking about 424 00:15:55,110 --> 00:15:54,000 that they don't mean it like like a slur 425 00:15:58,069 --> 00:15:55,120 you know i mean like they actually made 426 00:15:59,670 --> 00:15:58,079 it like a positive thing yeah but for me 427 00:16:01,749 --> 00:15:59,680 it was always you know 428 00:16:03,509 --> 00:16:01,759 magic and quote-unquote magic and 429 00:16:05,430 --> 00:16:03,519 quote-unquote the occult 430 00:16:07,749 --> 00:16:05,440 seances ouija boards all of that was 431 00:16:09,509 --> 00:16:07,759 kind of like this really dark deceptive 432 00:16:11,990 --> 00:16:09,519 nefarious stuff you don't mess with and 433 00:16:14,069 --> 00:16:12,000 if you do demons can possess you 434 00:16:15,990 --> 00:16:14,079 basically was the was the thinking so 435 00:16:17,430 --> 00:16:16,000 again i totally get the thinking and i 436 00:16:19,110 --> 00:16:17,440 know what it's like to be 437 00:16:20,790 --> 00:16:19,120 in those circles where 438 00:16:22,310 --> 00:16:20,800 that kind of that's the ethos that's 439 00:16:23,509 --> 00:16:22,320 kind of the smoke that's rising all 440 00:16:25,509 --> 00:16:23,519 around you and people just are kind of 441 00:16:27,509 --> 00:16:25,519 bit paranoid about it right and they 442 00:16:28,870 --> 00:16:27,519 even to the point where people 443 00:16:30,150 --> 00:16:28,880 don't want to even think about it 444 00:16:31,509 --> 00:16:30,160 critically because that makes them 445 00:16:33,269 --> 00:16:31,519 nervous that they might be letting it in 446 00:16:34,230 --> 00:16:33,279 by even thinking about it 447 00:16:36,790 --> 00:16:34,240 there's this 448 00:16:40,310 --> 00:16:36,800 like 449 00:16:43,590 --> 00:16:40,320 and uh 450 00:16:46,389 --> 00:16:43,600 so so yeah i don't think crowley and or 451 00:16:48,790 --> 00:16:46,399 parsons thought that i think that they 452 00:16:50,470 --> 00:16:48,800 thought that the the universe was 453 00:16:52,629 --> 00:16:50,480 teeming with interdimensional life and 454 00:16:54,790 --> 00:16:52,639 they felt like they could reach across 455 00:16:57,030 --> 00:16:54,800 and connect with entities beyond what we 456 00:16:58,550 --> 00:16:57,040 experience in our everyday waking world 457 00:17:00,230 --> 00:16:58,560 that's what they were trying it's the 458 00:17:01,990 --> 00:17:00,240 interpretation of the collins elite 459 00:17:03,829 --> 00:17:02,000 coming from a fundamentalist 460 00:17:06,150 --> 00:17:03,839 christian perspective that saw that is 461 00:17:08,470 --> 00:17:06,160 all connected and as i sort of you know 462 00:17:10,549 --> 00:17:08,480 said in the episode which is based on 463 00:17:12,870 --> 00:17:10,559 nick redfern's excellent book uh final 464 00:17:14,710 --> 00:17:12,880 event so he did a lot of the research 465 00:17:16,150 --> 00:17:14,720 and i you know i read his book and i 466 00:17:19,110 --> 00:17:16,160 also listened to a bunch of interviews 467 00:17:21,189 --> 00:17:19,120 he did talking about it and he also 468 00:17:22,789 --> 00:17:21,199 you know did a good job of of staying 469 00:17:25,029 --> 00:17:22,799 objective like he would share their 470 00:17:26,710 --> 00:17:25,039 perspectives share the theology they 471 00:17:28,230 --> 00:17:26,720 were basing this on but never did he buy 472 00:17:30,630 --> 00:17:28,240 into it or never did he say he thought 473 00:17:32,150 --> 00:17:30,640 that was legitimate or not he just you 474 00:17:33,190 --> 00:17:32,160 know presented the evidence presented 475 00:17:34,710 --> 00:17:33,200 the facts 476 00:17:38,870 --> 00:17:34,720 right from my point of view it looks a 477 00:17:41,270 --> 00:17:38,880 lot like uh hearsay a lot of like 478 00:17:42,789 --> 00:17:41,280 associations a lot of um you know 479 00:17:44,390 --> 00:17:42,799 correlation but not necessarily 480 00:17:46,789 --> 00:17:44,400 causation right that's what i mentioned 481 00:17:48,789 --> 00:17:46,799 in the podcast that events happened 482 00:17:51,029 --> 00:17:48,799 around those times right like so soon 483 00:17:53,669 --> 00:17:51,039 after parsons death and around parsons 484 00:17:55,750 --> 00:17:53,679 death there was this you know mysterious 485 00:17:57,510 --> 00:17:55,760 you know explosion that happened some 486 00:17:59,110 --> 00:17:57,520 people think he was just working on 487 00:18:00,870 --> 00:17:59,120 rockets because he had a rocket company 488 00:18:04,390 --> 00:18:00,880 right he built rockets for 489 00:18:06,950 --> 00:18:04,400 for nasa and he ended up getting losing 490 00:18:09,110 --> 00:18:06,960 his uh you know security privileges 491 00:18:10,710 --> 00:18:09,120 because he tried to 492 00:18:12,390 --> 00:18:10,720 he took some documents to show to the 493 00:18:13,830 --> 00:18:12,400 israelis not because he was a supply but 494 00:18:15,590 --> 00:18:13,840 because he wanted more work as a rocket 495 00:18:16,950 --> 00:18:15,600 scientist right 496 00:18:18,870 --> 00:18:16,960 he didn't have he didn't have a resume 497 00:18:20,630 --> 00:18:18,880 which sounds so bizarre right come on 498 00:18:21,830 --> 00:18:20,640 man 499 00:18:23,270 --> 00:18:21,840 it's like well i'll just take these top 500 00:18:27,270 --> 00:18:23,280 secret documents you know because i 501 00:18:29,110 --> 00:18:27,280 don't i don't got a resume you know um 502 00:18:30,950 --> 00:18:29,120 so some people think you know the 503 00:18:33,110 --> 00:18:30,960 prosaic explanation was he was working 504 00:18:35,190 --> 00:18:33,120 on a new rocket technology there was an 505 00:18:37,510 --> 00:18:35,200 explosion he got as far as the hospital 506 00:18:39,190 --> 00:18:37,520 he died there but to the collins elite 507 00:18:41,350 --> 00:18:39,200 knowing that he has again a loose 508 00:18:43,590 --> 00:18:41,360 connection he kind of was a follower a 509 00:18:46,230 --> 00:18:43,600 devotee of crowley's right 510 00:18:48,549 --> 00:18:46,240 and interested in similar aspects 511 00:18:50,630 --> 00:18:48,559 he also was supposedly trying to reach 512 00:18:52,470 --> 00:18:50,640 across dimensions and make contact with 513 00:18:54,549 --> 00:18:52,480 another kind of entity 514 00:18:55,909 --> 00:18:54,559 so from their perspective they wonder if 515 00:18:56,789 --> 00:18:55,919 actually what happened was this sort of 516 00:18:58,789 --> 00:18:56,799 like 517 00:18:59,990 --> 00:18:58,799 uh explosion that partly opened up a 518 00:19:01,590 --> 00:19:00,000 portal 519 00:19:03,909 --> 00:19:01,600 again from the fundamentalist christian 520 00:19:05,350 --> 00:19:03,919 perspective he died because they will 521 00:19:06,870 --> 00:19:05,360 fool you right they will mess with your 522 00:19:08,870 --> 00:19:06,880 mind they'll think that you're doing fun 523 00:19:10,470 --> 00:19:08,880 stuff but they will they're dark and 524 00:19:12,310 --> 00:19:10,480 deceptive and they will destroy you so 525 00:19:14,310 --> 00:19:12,320 that from the collins elite perspective 526 00:19:15,110 --> 00:19:14,320 parsons sort of paid the price 527 00:19:16,870 --> 00:19:15,120 for 528 00:19:18,870 --> 00:19:16,880 messing with the occult and in the 529 00:19:21,669 --> 00:19:18,880 meantime they got their way because he 530 00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:21,679 managed to open a portal uh to this sort 531 00:19:26,230 --> 00:19:23,840 of nefarious underworld where that 532 00:19:28,950 --> 00:19:26,240 ushered in a whole new wave 533 00:19:30,789 --> 00:19:28,960 of ufo sightings and abductions 534 00:19:32,230 --> 00:19:30,799 tied specifically to 535 00:19:34,870 --> 00:19:32,240 the the wave of sightings that happened 536 00:19:36,470 --> 00:19:34,880 over washington dc in 52 or 53 soon 537 00:19:37,990 --> 00:19:36,480 after his death 538 00:19:40,310 --> 00:19:38,000 yeah i've put a lot of research into 539 00:19:41,990 --> 00:19:40,320 that sighting actually i found over 103 540 00:19:43,909 --> 00:19:42,000 documents on it 541 00:19:45,830 --> 00:19:43,919 pretty really interesting yeah pretty 542 00:19:48,230 --> 00:19:45,840 pretty fascinating stuff they wind up 543 00:19:49,590 --> 00:19:48,240 blaming it on temperature inversions but 544 00:19:51,750 --> 00:19:49,600 um and 545 00:19:54,150 --> 00:19:51,760 in the visuals as well they were they 546 00:19:55,990 --> 00:19:54,160 were blaming on that too right um and 547 00:19:57,510 --> 00:19:56,000 they even said isn't it interesting that 548 00:19:59,909 --> 00:19:57,520 the visuals 549 00:20:03,270 --> 00:19:59,919 um the temperature inversions happened 550 00:20:05,430 --> 00:20:03,280 around the the same spot of like i think 551 00:20:08,310 --> 00:20:05,440 it was 9 000 552 00:20:10,630 --> 00:20:08,320 you know a feet altitude but the visuals 553 00:20:13,029 --> 00:20:10,640 happen at 40 000 feet altitude so that 554 00:20:14,870 --> 00:20:13,039 was just a whole whole bunch now but 555 00:20:17,110 --> 00:20:14,880 there is definitely some tricksters 556 00:20:19,350 --> 00:20:17,120 stuff involved 557 00:20:20,950 --> 00:20:19,360 with you know what what whatever 558 00:20:23,510 --> 00:20:20,960 intelligence you want to say it is 559 00:20:25,190 --> 00:20:23,520 whether it's right or not so you know 560 00:20:27,110 --> 00:20:25,200 how do you 561 00:20:29,190 --> 00:20:27,120 you know how could you trust yourself 562 00:20:31,909 --> 00:20:29,200 enough to differentiate if you've 563 00:20:32,630 --> 00:20:31,919 experienced that to say okay that you 564 00:20:35,110 --> 00:20:32,640 know 565 00:20:37,110 --> 00:20:35,120 there could be safe entities yet and 566 00:20:39,430 --> 00:20:37,120 maybe it's just this one or just this 567 00:20:42,149 --> 00:20:39,440 time and how do you not just say okay 568 00:20:43,590 --> 00:20:42,159 i'm done you know right right 569 00:20:44,390 --> 00:20:43,600 yeah that's a great question i think 570 00:20:46,070 --> 00:20:44,400 that 571 00:20:47,990 --> 00:20:46,080 it's a really complicated question i 572 00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:48,000 think there's a lot a lot of elements to 573 00:20:53,190 --> 00:20:48,799 that 574 00:20:54,789 --> 00:20:53,200 would say absolutely people have 575 00:20:56,149 --> 00:20:54,799 negative experiences with negative 576 00:20:57,990 --> 00:20:56,159 entities so 577 00:20:59,350 --> 00:20:58,000 uh you know i look at it like you go 578 00:21:01,029 --> 00:20:59,360 into the jungle right and it's like 579 00:21:02,710 --> 00:21:01,039 someone someone might say listen the 580 00:21:04,230 --> 00:21:02,720 jungle is all love and light just go 581 00:21:06,630 --> 00:21:04,240 there have fun you know it's no nothing 582 00:21:08,630 --> 00:21:06,640 bad play with the monkeys right yeah and 583 00:21:11,510 --> 00:21:08,640 yet you know there's lions and panthers 584 00:21:12,230 --> 00:21:11,520 and snakes and you know giant spiders 585 00:21:14,070 --> 00:21:12,240 and 586 00:21:15,909 --> 00:21:14,080 you know you can die right you could 587 00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:15,919 walk into quicksand and not get back out 588 00:21:18,230 --> 00:21:16,720 so 589 00:21:20,870 --> 00:21:18,240 in other words you have to be aware of 590 00:21:22,789 --> 00:21:20,880 the territory the terrain know the sort 591 00:21:24,070 --> 00:21:22,799 of you know diversity of entities you 592 00:21:25,990 --> 00:21:24,080 may run into 593 00:21:28,310 --> 00:21:26,000 and you go prepared right and you bring 594 00:21:30,070 --> 00:21:28,320 a guide and you you think 595 00:21:31,590 --> 00:21:30,080 think ahead and plan ahead right so i 596 00:21:33,110 --> 00:21:31,600 look at it the same way 597 00:21:34,789 --> 00:21:33,120 with any kind of 598 00:21:37,270 --> 00:21:34,799 anomalous investigation or any kind of 599 00:21:38,870 --> 00:21:37,280 ufo phenomenon investigation 600 00:21:40,710 --> 00:21:38,880 um 601 00:21:42,950 --> 00:21:40,720 but i also think that 602 00:21:44,710 --> 00:21:42,960 the approach we bring the energy we 603 00:21:46,710 --> 00:21:44,720 bring what we sort of primed the 604 00:21:48,310 --> 00:21:46,720 experience with seems to have a huge 605 00:21:49,590 --> 00:21:48,320 effect on what we end up experiencing 606 00:21:52,149 --> 00:21:49,600 and you and you have to practice 607 00:21:55,350 --> 00:21:52,159 spiritual hygiene you know before you go 608 00:21:57,669 --> 00:21:55,360 into these endeavors as well um 609 00:21:59,190 --> 00:21:57,679 you know it's just sort of i think once 610 00:22:00,950 --> 00:21:59,200 you've looked into it a lot you kind of 611 00:22:03,430 --> 00:22:00,960 go okay is there some common sense that 612 00:22:05,430 --> 00:22:03,440 you you wish everyone would use when 613 00:22:07,190 --> 00:22:05,440 they're going into this and 614 00:22:09,029 --> 00:22:07,200 i think i've met some people who say 615 00:22:11,909 --> 00:22:09,039 they tend towards fear states really 616 00:22:13,590 --> 00:22:11,919 easily and i think they're wise to say 617 00:22:15,750 --> 00:22:13,600 until i've worked some of that out done 618 00:22:17,430 --> 00:22:15,760 some more shadow work figured out where 619 00:22:19,029 --> 00:22:17,440 is this fear coming from 620 00:22:20,789 --> 00:22:19,039 which could end up manifesting and be 621 00:22:22,630 --> 00:22:20,799 reflected back to you right like even 622 00:22:25,029 --> 00:22:22,640 with the skinwalker ranch 623 00:22:26,870 --> 00:22:25,039 uh investigations it seems very clear 624 00:22:28,630 --> 00:22:26,880 that a lot of times people get reflected 625 00:22:30,310 --> 00:22:28,640 back to them so if you go in with fear 626 00:22:32,549 --> 00:22:30,320 and dismay you may get that staring 627 00:22:34,549 --> 00:22:32,559 right back at you and that's it may even 628 00:22:36,310 --> 00:22:34,559 be more subconscious than that too you 629 00:22:37,750 --> 00:22:36,320 know again if you haven't done shadow 630 00:22:38,870 --> 00:22:37,760 work if you're not a really self-aware 631 00:22:40,630 --> 00:22:38,880 person if you haven't worked through 632 00:22:42,630 --> 00:22:40,640 some of those issues 633 00:22:44,549 --> 00:22:42,640 you i think it is wise to be wary of 634 00:22:45,750 --> 00:22:44,559 what might end up happening but on the 635 00:22:47,909 --> 00:22:45,760 other hand 636 00:22:49,909 --> 00:22:47,919 you look at something like ce5 right and 637 00:22:51,190 --> 00:22:49,919 if people go in with having done their 638 00:22:52,870 --> 00:22:51,200 grounding work having done their 639 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:52,880 spiritual hygiene preparation all that 640 00:22:56,390 --> 00:22:54,480 kind of stuff 641 00:22:58,470 --> 00:22:56,400 it's reaching out to a specific kind of 642 00:23:00,870 --> 00:22:58,480 peaceful positive entity 643 00:23:02,470 --> 00:23:00,880 that the data says that the vast 644 00:23:05,029 --> 00:23:02,480 majority of the time people have 645 00:23:07,430 --> 00:23:05,039 positive experiences with those so and 646 00:23:09,909 --> 00:23:07,440 and so it makes me tend to 647 00:23:11,750 --> 00:23:09,919 conclude that in the very few cases in 648 00:23:13,510 --> 00:23:11,760 those specific cases where people have 649 00:23:15,830 --> 00:23:13,520 negative experiences there's probably 650 00:23:18,950 --> 00:23:15,840 some outlier factor that's involved as 651 00:23:20,549 --> 00:23:18,960 well so i think it's a again a cosmos 652 00:23:22,950 --> 00:23:20,559 teaming with interdimensional life i 653 00:23:24,470 --> 00:23:22,960 don't think it's one or two or three or 654 00:23:26,470 --> 00:23:24,480 five or 10 655 00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:26,480 races or intelligences i think it's 656 00:23:29,669 --> 00:23:28,000 teeming with life 657 00:23:31,270 --> 00:23:29,679 and you know yeah you have to be aware 658 00:23:33,270 --> 00:23:31,280 of what you're you're going to reach out 659 00:23:35,909 --> 00:23:33,280 to and be prepared 660 00:23:37,510 --> 00:23:35,919 yeah i guess there could be you know 661 00:23:39,830 --> 00:23:37,520 that being said there could be entities 662 00:23:41,909 --> 00:23:39,840 that are just straight up no good 663 00:23:44,230 --> 00:23:41,919 business no matter what you do or think 664 00:23:46,310 --> 00:23:44,240 and there could be some that maybe yeah 665 00:23:47,669 --> 00:23:46,320 reflect you a little more which kind of 666 00:23:48,789 --> 00:23:47,679 reminds me of 667 00:23:50,870 --> 00:23:48,799 um 668 00:23:53,830 --> 00:23:50,880 you know i i hate to say it i guess but 669 00:23:56,470 --> 00:23:53,840 uh uh hallucinogens are smoking weed for 670 00:23:59,110 --> 00:23:56,480 the first time it's like if if you have 671 00:24:01,269 --> 00:23:59,120 a lot of fear or anxiety going into it 672 00:24:03,510 --> 00:24:01,279 that's gonna be magnified times a 673 00:24:06,789 --> 00:24:03,520 million vice versa you know like i've 674 00:24:09,669 --> 00:24:06,799 never taken lsd but you know i was i've 675 00:24:11,029 --> 00:24:09,679 always been told um if you do it just 676 00:24:13,590 --> 00:24:11,039 you know make sure you're in the right 677 00:24:16,830 --> 00:24:13,600 mood drink some orange juice 678 00:24:20,630 --> 00:24:16,840 or ayahuasca even or 679 00:24:22,950 --> 00:24:20,640 psilocybin dmt all of these are you know 680 00:24:26,390 --> 00:24:22,960 known to open up other dimensions or you 681 00:24:28,470 --> 00:24:26,400 experience other dimensions ayahuasca 682 00:24:30,950 --> 00:24:28,480 really throws you in there and they call 683 00:24:32,390 --> 00:24:30,960 her the mother because 684 00:24:34,470 --> 00:24:32,400 when people do ayahuasca trips they're 685 00:24:36,710 --> 00:24:34,480 often confronted with their shadow work 686 00:24:38,470 --> 00:24:36,720 and i'm really glad that exo brought up 687 00:24:40,950 --> 00:24:38,480 you know doing your own work and working 688 00:24:42,549 --> 00:24:40,960 on your own vs and your own energy 689 00:24:44,470 --> 00:24:42,559 before you attempt anything like this 690 00:24:46,310 --> 00:24:44,480 because like attracts like in the 691 00:24:47,669 --> 00:24:46,320 universe and what we have you know 692 00:24:50,149 --> 00:24:47,679 everywhere in the universe that we know 693 00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:50,159 of has duality why wouldn't they have 694 00:24:53,430 --> 00:24:52,000 duality in other dimensions 695 00:24:55,190 --> 00:24:53,440 but i'm really glad you brought that up 696 00:24:57,669 --> 00:24:55,200 because it's all about you know your 697 00:25:00,950 --> 00:24:57,679 intention when you're doing these things 698 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:00,960 right i totally agree and uh you know 699 00:25:04,149 --> 00:25:02,720 we're talking a lot about subtle states 700 00:25:05,669 --> 00:25:04,159 right is what i would call this and you 701 00:25:06,789 --> 00:25:05,679 know i have a background in integral 702 00:25:08,630 --> 00:25:06,799 theory and 703 00:25:09,990 --> 00:25:08,640 and that's what we talk a lot about is 704 00:25:12,149 --> 00:25:10,000 sort of gross 705 00:25:13,669 --> 00:25:12,159 you know everyday waking world subtle 706 00:25:15,669 --> 00:25:13,679 and then causal sort of being the three 707 00:25:17,909 --> 00:25:15,679 sort of main states of reality and in 708 00:25:21,029 --> 00:25:17,919 those subtle states yes it's the 709 00:25:22,870 --> 00:25:21,039 smallest degree of negativity that you 710 00:25:24,870 --> 00:25:22,880 bring in could end up manifesting or 711 00:25:25,909 --> 00:25:24,880 something coming right back at you so 712 00:25:28,149 --> 00:25:25,919 yeah i think you have to be really 713 00:25:29,909 --> 00:25:28,159 careful uh i remember even talking to my 714 00:25:32,230 --> 00:25:29,919 friend john murjowski who you guys 715 00:25:33,029 --> 00:25:32,240 probably know um you know he's talked 716 00:25:34,789 --> 00:25:33,039 about 717 00:25:36,310 --> 00:25:34,799 both he and i have used galanta mean 718 00:25:38,470 --> 00:25:36,320 kind of as this uh 719 00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:38,480 you know to help lucid dream if more 720 00:25:42,390 --> 00:25:40,799 kind of thing and he's talked about one 721 00:25:43,590 --> 00:25:42,400 time drinking too much and going in kind 722 00:25:44,789 --> 00:25:43,600 of in a negative state and using 723 00:25:45,909 --> 00:25:44,799 glantomy and having not a great 724 00:25:47,669 --> 00:25:45,919 experience and having to sort of pull 725 00:25:49,510 --> 00:25:47,679 himself out and wake back up 726 00:25:51,669 --> 00:25:49,520 so yes 727 00:25:53,510 --> 00:25:51,679 again you want to be conscious of of how 728 00:25:55,510 --> 00:25:53,520 you're going in for sure 729 00:25:57,750 --> 00:25:55,520 yeah that's 730 00:26:00,390 --> 00:25:57,760 interesting that you uh yeah mentioned 731 00:26:02,630 --> 00:26:00,400 the lucid dreaming uh i've i've 732 00:26:06,149 --> 00:26:02,640 definitely done that before and it kind 733 00:26:08,630 --> 00:26:06,159 of seems like uh whatever that 734 00:26:10,950 --> 00:26:08,640 you know it i guess i i miss doing it 735 00:26:13,190 --> 00:26:10,960 i'd like to do it again i i remember 736 00:26:14,950 --> 00:26:13,200 when i was a kid it was just uh not 737 00:26:16,870 --> 00:26:14,960 maybe kid but teenager it was just kind 738 00:26:19,590 --> 00:26:16,880 of a natural thing for me to do and to 739 00:26:20,470 --> 00:26:19,600 know that i was doing it um but but now 740 00:26:22,230 --> 00:26:20,480 it's 741 00:26:24,310 --> 00:26:22,240 you know i'm just stuck in these dreams 742 00:26:26,230 --> 00:26:24,320 that take me on their little roller 743 00:26:28,070 --> 00:26:26,240 coasters 744 00:26:29,590 --> 00:26:28,080 you know whether i realize it or not but 745 00:26:30,630 --> 00:26:29,600 i'm just starting to dream again for the 746 00:26:32,070 --> 00:26:30,640 first 747 00:26:33,350 --> 00:26:32,080 well one thing i find fascinating about 748 00:26:35,190 --> 00:26:33,360 lucid dreaming we're talking about 749 00:26:37,430 --> 00:26:35,200 shadow work and all that 750 00:26:39,110 --> 00:26:37,440 one thing i find fascinating is how it's 751 00:26:40,870 --> 00:26:39,120 such a shortcut 752 00:26:42,630 --> 00:26:40,880 to being confronted with your own 753 00:26:45,990 --> 00:26:42,640 subconscious because 754 00:26:47,510 --> 00:26:46,000 uh i will you know you can sort of like 755 00:26:49,590 --> 00:26:47,520 lie to yourself you can hide from 756 00:26:51,269 --> 00:26:49,600 yourself in your everyday waking world 757 00:26:52,870 --> 00:26:51,279 but in dreaming and even more so in 758 00:26:54,390 --> 00:26:52,880 lucid dreams when they get really vivid 759 00:26:56,470 --> 00:26:54,400 you can't like whatever's there and 760 00:26:57,990 --> 00:26:56,480 you're holding back or burying it's 761 00:27:00,390 --> 00:26:58,000 going to surface in those cases again 762 00:27:02,230 --> 00:27:00,400 it's kind of a subtle state and so i'm 763 00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:02,240 always amazed how 764 00:27:05,590 --> 00:27:03,600 you know 765 00:27:07,669 --> 00:27:05,600 if i go to bed 766 00:27:09,029 --> 00:27:07,679 planning to lose a dream i try to be 767 00:27:11,750 --> 00:27:09,039 aware of you know having done some 768 00:27:14,149 --> 00:27:11,760 preparation preparation work beforehand 769 00:27:16,149 --> 00:27:14,159 be aware do i do i feel frustration do i 770 00:27:17,669 --> 00:27:16,159 feel anxiety do i have 771 00:27:19,510 --> 00:27:17,679 anger or anything like that that i need 772 00:27:21,990 --> 00:27:19,520 to sort of work through meditate through 773 00:27:23,750 --> 00:27:22,000 first because if you don't it's a good 774 00:27:25,909 --> 00:27:23,760 chance it's gonna end up manifesting 775 00:27:28,630 --> 00:27:25,919 come right back at you in the dream 776 00:27:30,230 --> 00:27:28,640 yeah no that's that's uh interesting 777 00:27:32,230 --> 00:27:30,240 that you say that 778 00:27:35,110 --> 00:27:32,240 priscilla actually has done a lot of 779 00:27:37,029 --> 00:27:35,120 work with dreams i would say 780 00:27:39,350 --> 00:27:37,039 so i guess would you agree that a lot of 781 00:27:41,029 --> 00:27:39,360 it probably comes down to also 782 00:27:43,430 --> 00:27:41,039 if your subconscious is confronting you 783 00:27:44,310 --> 00:27:43,440 you also kind of have to know how to 784 00:27:45,430 --> 00:27:44,320 um 785 00:27:47,750 --> 00:27:45,440 tell the 786 00:27:51,269 --> 00:27:47,760 the symbols involved in your dream and 787 00:27:54,389 --> 00:27:52,950 to actually have it make sense i guess 788 00:27:55,990 --> 00:27:54,399 and not have it come out physically 789 00:27:57,269 --> 00:27:56,000 through a panic attack 790 00:27:59,909 --> 00:27:57,279 yeah 791 00:28:01,269 --> 00:27:59,919 go ahead um people 792 00:28:02,470 --> 00:28:01,279 a lot of people come to me about their 793 00:28:04,549 --> 00:28:02,480 dreams because 794 00:28:05,990 --> 00:28:04,559 it's always happened so that's i think 795 00:28:08,230 --> 00:28:06,000 i've always been a lucid dreamer since i 796 00:28:09,990 --> 00:28:08,240 was little and had some weird astral 797 00:28:12,149 --> 00:28:10,000 projection stuff happening like when i 798 00:28:13,750 --> 00:28:12,159 was little that was out of control the 799 00:28:15,990 --> 00:28:13,760 the second i realized i was lucid 800 00:28:17,909 --> 00:28:16,000 dreaming and i started dreaming with 801 00:28:19,510 --> 00:28:17,919 intention which sounds weird it could be 802 00:28:21,190 --> 00:28:19,520 something simple like you drink some tea 803 00:28:23,510 --> 00:28:21,200 before bed and you do a grounding 804 00:28:26,230 --> 00:28:23,520 breaths or something more out there 805 00:28:28,710 --> 00:28:26,240 where you use herbs known to 806 00:28:30,310 --> 00:28:28,720 facilitate lucid dreaming states but yes 807 00:28:31,669 --> 00:28:30,320 if you're not ready and you don't know 808 00:28:33,750 --> 00:28:31,679 how to wake up in your dream which 809 00:28:36,789 --> 00:28:33,760 sounds crazy but that's what you have to 810 00:28:38,389 --> 00:28:36,799 do then you're going to be shown 811 00:28:40,870 --> 00:28:38,399 exactly what you need to be shown in a 812 00:28:42,950 --> 00:28:40,880 lot of cases even if you don't like it 813 00:28:44,549 --> 00:28:42,960 but once you start working intentionally 814 00:28:46,070 --> 00:28:44,559 with your dreams like you said like as i 815 00:28:47,909 --> 00:28:46,080 said preparation 816 00:28:49,110 --> 00:28:47,919 um you go to sleep with an intention and 817 00:28:50,630 --> 00:28:49,120 you can fall asleep just kind of 818 00:28:51,669 --> 00:28:50,640 repeating that in your head and then 819 00:28:53,909 --> 00:28:51,679 you'll 820 00:28:55,430 --> 00:28:53,919 learn to wake up in your dreams and 821 00:28:57,430 --> 00:28:55,440 you'll interact more with the 822 00:28:58,389 --> 00:28:57,440 environment and if it's a scary 823 00:28:59,750 --> 00:28:58,399 environment 824 00:29:01,830 --> 00:28:59,760 you can kind of 825 00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:01,840 pull out of it a little or have it ease 826 00:29:06,389 --> 00:29:03,840 a little bit or you can change um 827 00:29:07,830 --> 00:29:06,399 direction if it's too much for you 828 00:29:09,669 --> 00:29:07,840 right and i like what you said there too 829 00:29:11,269 --> 00:29:09,679 in terms of you know 830 00:29:13,350 --> 00:29:11,279 i mean the way i look at it is yeah i 831 00:29:15,510 --> 00:29:13,360 think sometimes people can go in with 832 00:29:17,190 --> 00:29:15,520 kind of this more shallow i want to have 833 00:29:19,029 --> 00:29:17,200 happy positive thoughts all the time 834 00:29:21,110 --> 00:29:19,039 right but what we really want to do is 835 00:29:22,549 --> 00:29:21,120 grow right and so 836 00:29:24,630 --> 00:29:22,559 sometimes that means being confronted 837 00:29:26,549 --> 00:29:24,640 with things and and i really 838 00:29:29,430 --> 00:29:26,559 am of the perspective that the only way 839 00:29:30,789 --> 00:29:29,440 passed is through yeah and so sometimes 840 00:29:32,789 --> 00:29:30,799 what's going on inside of you that you 841 00:29:34,630 --> 00:29:32,799 need to work through will manifest in 842 00:29:36,950 --> 00:29:34,640 your dreams and even if that feels scary 843 00:29:38,630 --> 00:29:36,960 or negative it's a gift it's still 844 00:29:41,190 --> 00:29:38,640 something being presented to you that 845 00:29:43,269 --> 00:29:41,200 your higher self wants you to process to 846 00:29:44,870 --> 00:29:43,279 move and to grow and so 847 00:29:46,710 --> 00:29:44,880 again a lot of it comes down to having 848 00:29:48,470 --> 00:29:46,720 more of a mature nuanced perspective 849 00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:48,480 recognizing that even the negative can 850 00:29:52,230 --> 00:29:50,320 be a gift and something you can use to 851 00:29:55,430 --> 00:29:52,240 move forward 852 00:29:56,950 --> 00:29:55,440 now how do you think um 853 00:29:58,389 --> 00:29:56,960 beings 854 00:30:00,310 --> 00:29:58,399 uh come into play 855 00:30:02,789 --> 00:30:00,320 through these dreams do you think it's 856 00:30:05,430 --> 00:30:02,799 you know some sort of um connected 857 00:30:09,830 --> 00:30:05,440 consciousness or do they possibly just 858 00:30:11,350 --> 00:30:09,840 live there in only their um 859 00:30:13,909 --> 00:30:11,360 you know what's your take 860 00:30:15,430 --> 00:30:13,919 yeah great question i mean i think um 861 00:30:17,269 --> 00:30:15,440 the sky's the limit in terms of the 862 00:30:19,510 --> 00:30:17,279 possibility yeah we get to that point 863 00:30:22,149 --> 00:30:19,520 again yeah yeah i mean in my most recent 864 00:30:24,870 --> 00:30:22,159 podcast i was talking about this um sort 865 00:30:27,269 --> 00:30:24,880 of the cosmic canvas with a k for cosmic 866 00:30:29,430 --> 00:30:27,279 meaning sort of the interior cosmos as 867 00:30:30,230 --> 00:30:29,440 well as the exterior cosmos 868 00:30:32,470 --> 00:30:30,240 and 869 00:30:34,149 --> 00:30:32,480 that some some of these entities can 870 00:30:37,190 --> 00:30:34,159 sort of seamlessly 871 00:30:38,710 --> 00:30:37,200 show up and you know leave soil samples 872 00:30:41,110 --> 00:30:38,720 and markings on your body but the same 873 00:30:42,710 --> 00:30:41,120 way they can not just from your 874 00:30:44,870 --> 00:30:42,720 subconscious populate but they can 875 00:30:46,950 --> 00:30:44,880 populate themselves into your dream 876 00:30:48,549 --> 00:30:46,960 right and so they can and often they 877 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:48,559 will they'll communicate to you there in 878 00:30:50,789 --> 00:30:49,440 fact 879 00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:50,799 one of the things i've come across in my 880 00:30:54,149 --> 00:30:52,000 research 881 00:30:55,669 --> 00:30:54,159 is that often though a reason why it's 882 00:30:57,750 --> 00:30:55,679 useful for them to do that is because 883 00:30:59,590 --> 00:30:57,760 your usual sort of biological fear 884 00:31:02,149 --> 00:30:59,600 response to sort of like an evolutionary 885 00:31:03,669 --> 00:31:02,159 trait we all have to the unknown is 886 00:31:05,669 --> 00:31:03,679 offline when you're in dreams a lot of 887 00:31:07,110 --> 00:31:05,679 the time so you can actually i've had 888 00:31:09,669 --> 00:31:07,120 experiences where 889 00:31:11,509 --> 00:31:09,679 some really weird looking entities 890 00:31:13,350 --> 00:31:11,519 are communicating with me and i had this 891 00:31:15,269 --> 00:31:13,360 one happen recently it looks something 892 00:31:17,269 --> 00:31:15,279 like an ancient egyptian or a babylonian 893 00:31:18,870 --> 00:31:17,279 kind of griffin and 894 00:31:21,909 --> 00:31:18,880 sort of half lion half eagle kind of 895 00:31:23,909 --> 00:31:21,919 creature and it's its head was turned 896 00:31:25,990 --> 00:31:23,919 sideways but its eye was looking 897 00:31:27,990 --> 00:31:26,000 directly at me so it's like it's i was 898 00:31:29,990 --> 00:31:28,000 pointing you know perpendicular from the 899 00:31:31,669 --> 00:31:30,000 shape of the head and just staring at me 900 00:31:32,950 --> 00:31:31,679 and it was what was what was uncanny 901 00:31:35,190 --> 00:31:32,960 about it was 902 00:31:37,110 --> 00:31:35,200 um i couldn't again because as a human 903 00:31:38,870 --> 00:31:37,120 being we're used to picking up subtle 904 00:31:40,549 --> 00:31:38,880 really subtle differences in facial 905 00:31:42,710 --> 00:31:40,559 expressions and body language right so 906 00:31:45,029 --> 00:31:42,720 much wealth of communication so when 907 00:31:47,430 --> 00:31:45,039 you're contacting this non-human entity 908 00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:47,440 none of that's there right any and this 909 00:31:50,389 --> 00:31:48,960 thing was not telepathically 910 00:31:52,549 --> 00:31:50,399 communicating with me it was just 911 00:31:54,310 --> 00:31:52,559 staring at me and so it's a bit 912 00:31:56,630 --> 00:31:54,320 unnerving at first because you're like 913 00:31:58,710 --> 00:31:56,640 what do you want what are you doing but 914 00:32:00,230 --> 00:31:58,720 uh when you sort of relax into it you're 915 00:32:01,269 --> 00:32:00,240 like well it's just it's just here with 916 00:32:03,509 --> 00:32:01,279 me 917 00:32:06,070 --> 00:32:03,519 it's able to be in my presence without 918 00:32:07,990 --> 00:32:06,080 judgment without fear and i can rest 919 00:32:09,430 --> 00:32:08,000 into that too but if that were to happen 920 00:32:11,590 --> 00:32:09,440 to my waking experience you know when 921 00:32:12,789 --> 00:32:11,600 i'm pouring my coffee i'd probably be 922 00:32:14,710 --> 00:32:12,799 you know running down the street 923 00:32:16,310 --> 00:32:14,720 screaming so it's it's really 924 00:32:17,750 --> 00:32:16,320 interesting and 925 00:32:18,870 --> 00:32:17,760 yeah to get back to what you're saying i 926 00:32:20,549 --> 00:32:18,880 think that 927 00:32:21,669 --> 00:32:20,559 there are some entities 928 00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:21,679 it's more like 929 00:32:25,750 --> 00:32:23,440 these i think a lot of these things 930 00:32:28,149 --> 00:32:25,760 exist in all of these different 931 00:32:30,389 --> 00:32:28,159 you know areas of life or different 932 00:32:32,230 --> 00:32:30,399 segments of life that we tend to like 933 00:32:33,509 --> 00:32:32,240 divide into different segments and i 934 00:32:35,029 --> 00:32:33,519 think that's largely because of our 935 00:32:36,789 --> 00:32:35,039 filters we've developed from an 936 00:32:38,950 --> 00:32:36,799 evolutionary point of view 937 00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:38,960 um and they have to find ways to get 938 00:32:43,909 --> 00:32:41,200 past our filters and if we could take 939 00:32:46,310 --> 00:32:43,919 down our and like we talked about dmt 940 00:32:47,350 --> 00:32:46,320 ayahuasca these kind of things 941 00:32:48,789 --> 00:32:47,360 uh 942 00:32:50,149 --> 00:32:48,799 basically i think what they're doing is 943 00:32:52,070 --> 00:32:50,159 they're taking down those filters 944 00:32:54,630 --> 00:32:52,080 they're going offline so you're actually 945 00:32:56,310 --> 00:32:54,640 experiencing closer to the reality right 946 00:32:58,470 --> 00:32:56,320 you're seeing more of what's really out 947 00:33:00,630 --> 00:32:58,480 there when your filters are offline 948 00:33:02,230 --> 00:33:00,640 these these evolutionary filters 949 00:33:03,909 --> 00:33:02,240 and so these things are always there 950 00:33:05,590 --> 00:33:03,919 it's just that we can only see them in 951 00:33:06,549 --> 00:33:05,600 certain times when our filters tend to 952 00:33:08,470 --> 00:33:06,559 be down 953 00:33:10,710 --> 00:33:08,480 yeah it's just for the record i'm not 954 00:33:13,430 --> 00:33:10,720 endorsing anything don't go tripping 955 00:33:15,430 --> 00:33:13,440 balls because you're hurt on shot show i 956 00:33:17,830 --> 00:33:15,440 mean if you want that's your thing 957 00:33:19,590 --> 00:33:17,840 you know i respect that but you know 958 00:33:20,470 --> 00:33:19,600 i don't know what the liability stuff is 959 00:33:22,950 --> 00:33:20,480 like 960 00:33:26,310 --> 00:33:22,960 i'm just being stupid yeah 961 00:33:27,669 --> 00:33:26,320 yeah gotcha yeah no um 962 00:33:29,110 --> 00:33:27,679 i guess 963 00:33:31,110 --> 00:33:29,120 you know that's 964 00:33:33,190 --> 00:33:31,120 the the dream stuff 965 00:33:35,509 --> 00:33:33,200 i've always had weird dreams and i talk 966 00:33:37,190 --> 00:33:35,519 in my sleep just about like every night 967 00:33:39,669 --> 00:33:37,200 and sometimes it sounds like i'm 968 00:33:42,230 --> 00:33:39,679 carrying on a conversation on them doing 969 00:33:44,470 --> 00:33:42,240 both of the voices where my voice is my 970 00:33:48,549 --> 00:33:44,480 voice and then the other person is like 971 00:33:53,830 --> 00:33:50,549 it's pretty intense and sometimes things 972 00:33:56,870 --> 00:33:53,840 are pretty pretty uh crazy that i say so 973 00:34:00,630 --> 00:33:56,880 there's definitely um it's an untapped 974 00:34:01,509 --> 00:34:00,640 galaxy uh of your conscious for sure 975 00:34:02,870 --> 00:34:01,519 for me 976 00:34:05,110 --> 00:34:02,880 it's so 977 00:34:07,269 --> 00:34:05,120 utterly fascinating just all of this 978 00:34:08,869 --> 00:34:07,279 stuff is but just dreams of lower alone 979 00:34:09,909 --> 00:34:08,879 are utterly fascinating of course you'll 980 00:34:11,829 --> 00:34:09,919 get like 981 00:34:13,349 --> 00:34:11,839 you know reductionistic scientific 982 00:34:15,349 --> 00:34:13,359 materialism wants to just say it's 983 00:34:17,190 --> 00:34:15,359 random firings of your brain 984 00:34:19,430 --> 00:34:17,200 and really sort of reduce it into 985 00:34:21,669 --> 00:34:19,440 something completely you know not 986 00:34:23,109 --> 00:34:21,679 fascinating at all and really mundane 987 00:34:24,710 --> 00:34:23,119 and yet those of us who've had these 988 00:34:26,869 --> 00:34:24,720 experiences you know there's something 989 00:34:29,270 --> 00:34:26,879 much more than that going on and it's 990 00:34:31,589 --> 00:34:29,280 amazing to me that these 991 00:34:34,389 --> 00:34:31,599 like full worlds can suddenly come 992 00:34:36,389 --> 00:34:34,399 online for you that are like filled with 993 00:34:38,470 --> 00:34:36,399 detail sometimes even more vivid detail 994 00:34:39,990 --> 00:34:38,480 than the waking world yeah 995 00:34:42,950 --> 00:34:40,000 and all these different characters you 996 00:34:44,950 --> 00:34:42,960 meet seem to have like they seem to have 997 00:34:47,270 --> 00:34:44,960 an ontological status that goes beyond 998 00:34:49,510 --> 00:34:47,280 you like even when we talked about dmt 999 00:34:51,190 --> 00:34:49,520 right people will 1000 00:34:52,790 --> 00:34:51,200 encounter these machine elves right 1001 00:34:54,069 --> 00:34:52,800 different people who who have not heard 1002 00:34:55,909 --> 00:34:54,079 anything about these machine ls 1003 00:34:58,550 --> 00:34:55,919 beforehand will meet them in different 1004 00:35:00,950 --> 00:34:58,560 cultures across time so that suggests 1005 00:35:02,069 --> 00:35:00,960 there's some sort of ontological status 1006 00:35:04,950 --> 00:35:02,079 to these things that they're real 1007 00:35:07,109 --> 00:35:04,960 they're existing in in dimensions or 1008 00:35:08,870 --> 00:35:07,119 aspects of reality that we enter into 1009 00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:08,880 and they were there all along so so 1010 00:35:11,750 --> 00:35:10,960 that's fascinating to me and 1011 00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:11,760 uh 1012 00:35:15,750 --> 00:35:13,760 yeah i'm definitely 1013 00:35:17,589 --> 00:35:15,760 i definitely go in not reducing it to 1014 00:35:20,150 --> 00:35:17,599 something mundane at all and i think the 1015 00:35:21,990 --> 00:35:20,160 more you can go in with fewer 1016 00:35:23,349 --> 00:35:22,000 uh preconceptions about what's going to 1017 00:35:25,910 --> 00:35:23,359 happen what it means the more 1018 00:35:29,190 --> 00:35:25,920 interesting it is just i really try to 1019 00:35:31,190 --> 00:35:29,200 focus on having a raw experience yes 1020 00:35:33,510 --> 00:35:31,200 try to interpret it later but at first 1021 00:35:36,069 --> 00:35:33,520 just experience it and let your mind be 1022 00:35:37,910 --> 00:35:36,079 really really open and by doing that you 1023 00:35:39,990 --> 00:35:37,920 begin to develop the capacity to notice 1024 00:35:41,109 --> 00:35:40,000 things you didn't notice before because 1025 00:35:42,710 --> 00:35:41,119 when we go in with all these 1026 00:35:44,790 --> 00:35:42,720 preconceptions of what we've been told 1027 00:35:46,950 --> 00:35:44,800 about what this all means you actually 1028 00:35:49,510 --> 00:35:46,960 are limiting how much you even can pay 1029 00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:49,520 attention to a notice 1030 00:35:52,470 --> 00:35:51,200 what do you two make of uh we'll start 1031 00:35:54,870 --> 00:35:52,480 with you priscilla what do you what do 1032 00:35:57,510 --> 00:35:54,880 you make of uh like the 1033 00:36:00,630 --> 00:35:57,520 like apoc apocalyptic dreams like i've 1034 00:36:03,270 --> 00:36:00,640 had a recurrence of those 1035 00:36:05,750 --> 00:36:03,280 for more than a decade i would have to 1036 00:36:09,349 --> 00:36:05,760 say of different kinds and i know that's 1037 00:36:10,870 --> 00:36:09,359 not unique to me either um 1038 00:36:14,390 --> 00:36:10,880 is that still 1039 00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:14,400 like a more a self self-apoc apocalyptic 1040 00:36:19,750 --> 00:36:17,359 type of thing or do you think there's a 1041 00:36:21,030 --> 00:36:19,760 a message being told to you or you know 1042 00:36:23,270 --> 00:36:21,040 what's your take 1043 00:36:24,829 --> 00:36:23,280 well i've had some horrible apocalyptic 1044 00:36:27,430 --> 00:36:24,839 dreams and 1045 00:36:29,910 --> 00:36:27,440 um the i think that you talked about it 1046 00:36:32,950 --> 00:36:29,920 a little bit so the parallel universes 1047 00:36:34,790 --> 00:36:32,960 um some people think that um 1048 00:36:37,349 --> 00:36:34,800 things are playing out at the same time 1049 00:36:38,550 --> 00:36:37,359 like uh like simultaneously 1050 00:36:39,750 --> 00:36:38,560 so 1051 00:36:41,270 --> 00:36:39,760 it could be one of two things it could 1052 00:36:43,589 --> 00:36:41,280 be like you're going through something 1053 00:36:45,910 --> 00:36:43,599 that is like the tower burning down your 1054 00:36:48,150 --> 00:36:45,920 personal apocalypse or it could be 1055 00:36:50,150 --> 00:36:48,160 all this fear in the world kind of 1056 00:36:51,589 --> 00:36:50,160 you're tapping into the world fear that 1057 00:36:52,790 --> 00:36:51,599 everybody's feeling right now because 1058 00:36:54,310 --> 00:36:52,800 things are just 1059 00:36:56,950 --> 00:36:54,320 kind of up in the air on so many 1060 00:36:59,430 --> 00:36:56,960 different areas of you know politics and 1061 00:37:01,910 --> 00:36:59,440 the planet and everything you might be 1062 00:37:03,430 --> 00:37:01,920 tapping into that collective fear and 1063 00:37:04,630 --> 00:37:03,440 then also like you said it could be a 1064 00:37:05,990 --> 00:37:04,640 personal 1065 00:37:08,470 --> 00:37:06,000 thing but you really have to start 1066 00:37:09,990 --> 00:37:08,480 writing everything down because then 1067 00:37:11,270 --> 00:37:10,000 as you're writing things down you'll be 1068 00:37:13,109 --> 00:37:11,280 able to draw parallels from your life 1069 00:37:14,310 --> 00:37:13,119 like oh this is why i'm dreaming about 1070 00:37:15,750 --> 00:37:14,320 this or 1071 00:37:17,670 --> 00:37:15,760 you know it's 1072 00:37:19,430 --> 00:37:17,680 it's scary to think about that 1073 00:37:21,349 --> 00:37:19,440 apocalypse happening in some other 1074 00:37:23,910 --> 00:37:21,359 dimension that we're living 1075 00:37:26,069 --> 00:37:23,920 like parallel to or simultaneously 1076 00:37:27,990 --> 00:37:26,079 but not in the same dimension it's kind 1077 00:37:29,750 --> 00:37:28,000 of weird to think about that and people 1078 00:37:32,069 --> 00:37:29,760 don't like that but i mean it's 1079 00:37:34,150 --> 00:37:32,079 definitely a possibility i was never 1080 00:37:35,990 --> 00:37:34,160 taught that my dreams were just dreams 1081 00:37:37,270 --> 00:37:36,000 like my mom would be like oh you know 1082 00:37:38,950 --> 00:37:37,280 she was the one just a dream but my 1083 00:37:40,950 --> 00:37:38,960 grandma took them very seriously as a 1084 00:37:44,230 --> 00:37:40,960 catholic and my dad's side being native 1085 00:37:46,150 --> 00:37:44,240 american your dreams are another place 1086 00:37:47,829 --> 00:37:46,160 so even if you do have this recurring 1087 00:37:50,950 --> 00:37:47,839 apocalypse dream i would start writing 1088 00:37:52,150 --> 00:37:50,960 it down because and ask your dream to 1089 00:37:53,670 --> 00:37:52,160 show you 1090 00:37:55,430 --> 00:37:53,680 uh what you're supposed to do with that 1091 00:37:57,510 --> 00:37:55,440 information because you have you can ask 1092 00:37:59,349 --> 00:37:57,520 your higher self to show you more and 1093 00:38:02,310 --> 00:37:59,359 make more sense of the symbolism that 1094 00:38:04,550 --> 00:38:02,320 you're seeing yeah 1095 00:38:06,390 --> 00:38:04,560 uh what do you think exo 1096 00:38:07,990 --> 00:38:06,400 yeah i mean that's another fascinating 1097 00:38:10,390 --> 00:38:08,000 aspect and even not even just with 1098 00:38:12,310 --> 00:38:10,400 dreams but so often abductees and 1099 00:38:13,670 --> 00:38:12,320 contactees are showing apocalyptic 1100 00:38:14,710 --> 00:38:13,680 visions as well 1101 00:38:16,630 --> 00:38:14,720 um 1102 00:38:19,349 --> 00:38:16,640 you know even even people like susie 1103 00:38:21,750 --> 00:38:19,359 hansen is one who's had you know ongoing 1104 00:38:23,430 --> 00:38:21,760 contact with these beings her whole life 1105 00:38:25,349 --> 00:38:23,440 even though the childhood part didn't 1106 00:38:27,030 --> 00:38:25,359 come online for her in terms of memory 1107 00:38:28,550 --> 00:38:27,040 until she was an adult 1108 00:38:30,150 --> 00:38:28,560 but she's she has like an ongoing 1109 00:38:32,950 --> 00:38:30,160 relationship sees herself kind of as an 1110 00:38:34,870 --> 00:38:32,960 ambassador uh sort of between them and 1111 00:38:37,430 --> 00:38:34,880 us and even sees she wrote this book 1112 00:38:38,950 --> 00:38:37,440 called the dual soul connection and she 1113 00:38:41,910 --> 00:38:38,960 sees herself as having a kind of a 1114 00:38:43,750 --> 00:38:41,920 parallel identity as a gray alien so and 1115 00:38:45,190 --> 00:38:43,760 she comes online 1116 00:38:46,710 --> 00:38:45,200 again there's so many fascinating 1117 00:38:48,470 --> 00:38:46,720 aspects here right so when she's in the 1118 00:38:49,670 --> 00:38:48,480 presence of these others 1119 00:38:51,030 --> 00:38:49,680 whether you consider that a different 1120 00:38:52,550 --> 00:38:51,040 state of consciousness or a different 1121 00:38:54,310 --> 00:38:52,560 realm or whatever 1122 00:38:56,310 --> 00:38:54,320 she comes online with a broader 1123 00:38:57,990 --> 00:38:56,320 understanding of who she is even so it's 1124 00:39:00,310 --> 00:38:58,000 not just who they are but who she is 1125 00:39:02,150 --> 00:39:00,320 suddenly much broader and deeper and she 1126 00:39:03,990 --> 00:39:02,160 can remember previous lifetimes and she 1127 00:39:06,390 --> 00:39:04,000 can remember sort of like 1128 00:39:07,190 --> 00:39:06,400 this dual aspect to herself even 1129 00:39:09,829 --> 00:39:07,200 um 1130 00:39:12,310 --> 00:39:09,839 and but she has been shown apocalyptic 1131 00:39:14,630 --> 00:39:12,320 visions and been told that part of her 1132 00:39:17,349 --> 00:39:14,640 work will be to help people when that 1133 00:39:18,950 --> 00:39:17,359 really happens one day that um her role 1134 00:39:21,349 --> 00:39:18,960 will be to help people sort of sort 1135 00:39:23,510 --> 00:39:21,359 through that spiritually energetically 1136 00:39:25,030 --> 00:39:23,520 um and to sort of like 1137 00:39:27,270 --> 00:39:25,040 you know bridge the divide between the 1138 00:39:28,550 --> 00:39:27,280 graves and human beings kind of thing 1139 00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:28,560 um 1140 00:39:33,349 --> 00:39:32,000 so it is really interesting i think that 1141 00:39:35,670 --> 00:39:33,359 um yeah and there's there's also the 1142 00:39:37,589 --> 00:39:35,680 symbolic side too right like that uh 1143 00:39:39,030 --> 00:39:37,599 um any kind of 1144 00:39:41,030 --> 00:39:39,040 quakes beneath the surface in our 1145 00:39:43,589 --> 00:39:41,040 subconscious can can manifest in the 1146 00:39:45,670 --> 00:39:43,599 symbolism of apocalypse as well 1147 00:39:47,670 --> 00:39:45,680 and even when you look at again getting 1148 00:39:50,069 --> 00:39:47,680 back to christian history and the way 1149 00:39:51,829 --> 00:39:50,079 people read the book of revelation and 1150 00:39:53,670 --> 00:39:51,839 whether or not that's symbolic or if 1151 00:39:55,750 --> 00:39:53,680 it's meant to reference something like 1152 00:39:57,589 --> 00:39:55,760 the fall of rome or if it's meant to 1153 00:39:59,910 --> 00:39:57,599 reference something in the future this 1154 00:40:02,150 --> 00:39:59,920 seems to be a really interesting sort of 1155 00:40:04,950 --> 00:40:02,160 meta category apocalypse in general for 1156 00:40:06,870 --> 00:40:04,960 human beings and it's it's it says 1157 00:40:08,470 --> 00:40:06,880 something global about things that 1158 00:40:10,550 --> 00:40:08,480 actually do happen and it also said 1159 00:40:12,710 --> 00:40:10,560 something about our own 1160 00:40:15,030 --> 00:40:12,720 wrestling within ourselves to sort of 1161 00:40:17,270 --> 00:40:15,040 work out our evolution work at our 1162 00:40:19,270 --> 00:40:17,280 consciousness development and and our 1163 00:40:21,030 --> 00:40:19,280 higher self sort of using that as a 1164 00:40:22,390 --> 00:40:21,040 seating process to help us 1165 00:40:24,710 --> 00:40:22,400 process and grow so that's i know that's 1166 00:40:26,710 --> 00:40:24,720 a big answer but no i mean for that 1167 00:40:27,990 --> 00:40:26,720 topic in general yeah for better for 1168 00:40:30,309 --> 00:40:28,000 worse my 1169 00:40:32,550 --> 00:40:30,319 my interesting kind of well my first 1170 00:40:34,790 --> 00:40:32,560 like real shocking experience that i 1171 00:40:36,230 --> 00:40:34,800 didn't really uh account for 1172 00:40:38,790 --> 00:40:36,240 since you know the one that brought me 1173 00:40:42,390 --> 00:40:38,800 here today on doing the show 1174 00:40:45,190 --> 00:40:42,400 uh was you know based around 1175 00:40:47,030 --> 00:40:45,200 the book of revelations you know like it 1176 00:40:48,790 --> 00:40:47,040 was towards the end of my 1177 00:40:51,510 --> 00:40:48,800 um kind of 1178 00:40:53,270 --> 00:40:51,520 normal routine life in 1179 00:40:56,309 --> 00:40:53,280 in the non-denominational christian 1180 00:40:57,910 --> 00:40:56,319 church or whatever right and i just 1181 00:41:00,710 --> 00:40:57,920 the only thing i really found super 1182 00:41:01,670 --> 00:41:00,720 interesting was the book of revelations 1183 00:41:04,790 --> 00:41:01,680 you know 1184 00:41:06,550 --> 00:41:04,800 after 1185 00:41:09,430 --> 00:41:06,560 i kind of put that down for a little bit 1186 00:41:10,550 --> 00:41:09,440 i had one of my like just one of those 1187 00:41:16,630 --> 00:41:10,560 big 1188 00:41:19,589 --> 00:41:16,640 um just in tears from something that's 1189 00:41:20,470 --> 00:41:19,599 beautiful and something that was wild 1190 00:41:22,790 --> 00:41:20,480 and 1191 00:41:23,589 --> 00:41:22,800 um you know so for whatever reason i 1192 00:41:25,430 --> 00:41:23,599 feel 1193 00:41:26,309 --> 00:41:25,440 kind of a 1194 00:41:29,109 --> 00:41:26,319 you know 1195 00:41:31,430 --> 00:41:29,119 attached to there being some sort of 1196 00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:31,440 connection to something like that maybe 1197 00:41:36,950 --> 00:41:34,400 not figuratively or you know or whatever 1198 00:41:38,069 --> 00:41:36,960 um but yeah i think there's something 1199 00:41:39,589 --> 00:41:38,079 there's got to be something there 1200 00:41:41,190 --> 00:41:39,599 because yeah people abduction 1201 00:41:43,030 --> 00:41:41,200 experiences kind of report the same kind 1202 00:41:45,190 --> 00:41:43,040 of thing i feel like the world in 1203 00:41:47,349 --> 00:41:45,200 general is just kind of always 1204 00:41:49,349 --> 00:41:47,359 worried about us killing each other with 1205 00:41:51,670 --> 00:41:49,359 nuclear bombs we have a freaking 1206 00:41:53,270 --> 00:41:51,680 doomsday clock you know that's like 1207 00:41:54,069 --> 00:41:53,280 super close 1208 00:41:54,950 --> 00:41:54,079 um 1209 00:41:56,550 --> 00:41:54,960 well you know another thing that's 1210 00:41:59,109 --> 00:41:56,560 really interesting on this 1211 00:42:00,790 --> 00:41:59,119 that grounds it in scientific uh you 1212 00:42:02,950 --> 00:42:00,800 know investigation as well and dean 1213 00:42:04,550 --> 00:42:02,960 raiden's talked about this 1214 00:42:06,230 --> 00:42:04,560 there were i'm trying to remember the 1215 00:42:08,550 --> 00:42:06,240 specifics now but 1216 00:42:11,109 --> 00:42:08,560 they they sort of have these computers 1217 00:42:13,589 --> 00:42:11,119 around the world that are kind of like 1218 00:42:15,510 --> 00:42:13,599 can pick up uh changes in sort of like 1219 00:42:17,349 --> 00:42:15,520 the energetic level of sort of like the 1220 00:42:20,309 --> 00:42:17,359 broad population right what's 1221 00:42:22,790 --> 00:42:20,319 fascinating is before major negative 1222 00:42:25,190 --> 00:42:22,800 events like 911 for instance there was 1223 00:42:27,990 --> 00:42:25,200 an uptick on this scale 1224 00:42:29,589 --> 00:42:28,000 like before the day before it happened 1225 00:42:31,109 --> 00:42:29,599 and that's happened numerous times now 1226 00:42:33,829 --> 00:42:31,119 where so you know it's not just a fluke 1227 00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:33,839 that somehow again another massive topic 1228 00:42:38,470 --> 00:42:35,839 is time right space and time and how we 1229 00:42:41,030 --> 00:42:38,480 kind of perceive it in an illusory way 1230 00:42:42,630 --> 00:42:41,040 um but that's even more fascinating that 1231 00:42:44,710 --> 00:42:42,640 something in us 1232 00:42:46,950 --> 00:42:44,720 responds energetically before we even 1233 00:42:49,030 --> 00:42:46,960 consciously understand you know and 1234 00:42:51,349 --> 00:42:49,040 even when we make decisions there's more 1235 00:42:53,349 --> 00:42:51,359 and more evidence now scientifically 1236 00:42:54,790 --> 00:42:53,359 that our body has made the decision and 1237 00:42:56,790 --> 00:42:54,800 then our brain sort of comes up with a 1238 00:42:58,630 --> 00:42:56,800 justification for why we 1239 00:43:00,710 --> 00:42:58,640 think we're going to do that which we've 1240 00:43:02,550 --> 00:43:00,720 our bodies basically like us we're 1241 00:43:03,990 --> 00:43:02,560 talking split second like nanosecond 1242 00:43:06,550 --> 00:43:04,000 right but you can measure to that degree 1243 00:43:08,950 --> 00:43:06,560 of specificity you can actually find 1244 00:43:10,790 --> 00:43:08,960 that we're our bodies are responding to 1245 00:43:12,630 --> 00:43:10,800 do the thing before we've even actually 1246 00:43:14,790 --> 00:43:12,640 decided supposedly that we're going to 1247 00:43:16,230 --> 00:43:14,800 do it which which is super fascinating 1248 00:43:18,790 --> 00:43:16,240 in terms of are we 1249 00:43:20,790 --> 00:43:18,800 tuning in a quantum consciousness that 1250 00:43:22,950 --> 00:43:20,800 is not obviously based in our body but 1251 00:43:25,030 --> 00:43:22,960 somewhere else and that's why you get 1252 00:43:27,270 --> 00:43:25,040 this time delay just so many fascinating 1253 00:43:29,030 --> 00:43:27,280 elements for that um i'll give you a 1254 00:43:31,910 --> 00:43:29,040 pretty quick case and point to what you 1255 00:43:33,589 --> 00:43:31,920 just said which is um i i appreciate you 1256 00:43:34,390 --> 00:43:33,599 saying it because i needed to hear it i 1257 00:43:37,990 --> 00:43:34,400 think 1258 00:43:40,790 --> 00:43:38,000 that recently my um uncle passed away as 1259 00:43:42,950 --> 00:43:40,800 my dad's last brother the first one was 1260 00:43:45,670 --> 00:43:42,960 a twin brother i had a dream i was in 1261 00:43:48,390 --> 00:43:45,680 this nursing home room he was sleeping 1262 00:43:50,550 --> 00:43:48,400 uh i passed him a golden bowl he woke up 1263 00:43:52,150 --> 00:43:50,560 his eyes got big he caught it the phone 1264 00:43:54,950 --> 00:43:52,160 rang it woke me up it was the call that 1265 00:43:56,950 --> 00:43:54,960 he passed away right right um the second 1266 00:43:59,030 --> 00:43:56,960 uh his second brother was just recently 1267 00:44:00,630 --> 00:43:59,040 and this is like decades apart maybe 15 1268 00:44:01,430 --> 00:44:00,640 16 years apart 1269 00:44:04,550 --> 00:44:01,440 um 1270 00:44:06,870 --> 00:44:04,560 i know that he's sick or whatever but i 1271 00:44:08,710 --> 00:44:06,880 i didn't know that he was you know when 1272 00:44:10,150 --> 00:44:08,720 he was gonna die or whatever like i knew 1273 00:44:11,430 --> 00:44:10,160 he was in the hospital 1274 00:44:14,790 --> 00:44:11,440 but um 1275 00:44:16,630 --> 00:44:14,800 it was sunday and i decided to just go 1276 00:44:19,190 --> 00:44:16,640 check on my dad go visit him see how 1277 00:44:21,430 --> 00:44:19,200 he's doing um i don't go there often 1278 00:44:23,030 --> 00:44:21,440 maybe once every two months or something 1279 00:44:24,790 --> 00:44:23,040 i actually go to their house you know so 1280 00:44:27,030 --> 00:44:24,800 this was random i didn't even tell him i 1281 00:44:29,829 --> 00:44:27,040 was going i just showed up i walk in 1282 00:44:31,670 --> 00:44:29,839 there i go straight to the basement 1283 00:44:34,309 --> 00:44:31,680 and my dad's sitting there he's on the 1284 00:44:35,270 --> 00:44:34,319 phone and it's the call that he passed 1285 00:44:36,550 --> 00:44:35,280 away 1286 00:44:38,230 --> 00:44:36,560 right 1287 00:44:40,550 --> 00:44:38,240 and it's like 1288 00:44:42,950 --> 00:44:40,560 i think my like my 1289 00:44:44,710 --> 00:44:42,960 somehow the decision is being made to do 1290 00:44:45,510 --> 00:44:44,720 that stuff without me 1291 00:44:48,150 --> 00:44:45,520 being 1292 00:44:49,270 --> 00:44:48,160 you know aware of it 1293 00:44:51,109 --> 00:44:49,280 you know 1294 00:44:53,109 --> 00:44:51,119 and it's just pretty freaky 1295 00:44:55,349 --> 00:44:53,119 to be questioned it's it's it just shows 1296 00:44:57,270 --> 00:44:55,359 you that again when you look at human 1297 00:45:00,069 --> 00:44:57,280 history we've always wanted to believe 1298 00:45:02,150 --> 00:45:00,079 we have like 99 figured out regardless 1299 00:45:03,750 --> 00:45:02,160 of what era you go to people basically 1300 00:45:05,510 --> 00:45:03,760 thought that right it's pretty hilarious 1301 00:45:07,670 --> 00:45:05,520 when you read some of the 1302 00:45:10,230 --> 00:45:07,680 uh sort of science reports in the late 1303 00:45:12,230 --> 00:45:10,240 1800s they basically thought oh we've 1304 00:45:14,230 --> 00:45:12,240 got a little bit of fine tuning left but 1305 00:45:16,470 --> 00:45:14,240 pretty much everything's understood now 1306 00:45:19,670 --> 00:45:16,480 and that was before quantum entanglement 1307 00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:19,680 sort of came online in the 20s and 30s 1308 00:45:24,630 --> 00:45:21,040 and 1309 00:45:26,550 --> 00:45:24,640 completely uprooted everything right so 1310 00:45:28,309 --> 00:45:26,560 uh in the same way i think that all the 1311 00:45:30,309 --> 00:45:28,319 stuff we're talking about here with even 1312 00:45:32,069 --> 00:45:30,319 things happening cause and effect 1313 00:45:33,109 --> 00:45:32,079 sometimes even gets reversed and even 1314 00:45:35,190 --> 00:45:33,119 you know there's been scientific 1315 00:45:36,950 --> 00:45:35,200 experiments now that prove that you can 1316 00:45:38,150 --> 00:45:36,960 run things in reverse and the math still 1317 00:45:39,990 --> 00:45:38,160 works 1318 00:45:41,750 --> 00:45:40,000 so even things that we think have to 1319 00:45:43,750 --> 00:45:41,760 happen a certain way actually don't it's 1320 00:45:45,270 --> 00:45:43,760 just the way we think about it and yeah 1321 00:45:47,109 --> 00:45:45,280 there's so many elements like what you 1322 00:45:48,550 --> 00:45:47,119 described where people 1323 00:45:51,589 --> 00:45:48,560 know things before they're supposed to 1324 00:45:54,710 --> 00:45:51,599 know them and it's saying that something 1325 00:45:56,150 --> 00:45:54,720 is vastly different than what sciences 1326 00:45:58,309 --> 00:45:56,160 tells us is going on and that we were 1327 00:46:00,630 --> 00:45:58,319 brought up to believe in school 1328 00:46:02,710 --> 00:46:00,640 yeah i would say and i saw my first like 1329 00:46:04,870 --> 00:46:02,720 three foot four foot owl like a week 1330 00:46:07,670 --> 00:46:04,880 before that like flew right in front of 1331 00:46:10,309 --> 00:46:07,680 me and my dog it was crazy never seen it 1332 00:46:12,069 --> 00:46:10,319 all like that before it's weird stuff 1333 00:46:14,390 --> 00:46:12,079 it's hard to make sense of all the 1334 00:46:16,309 --> 00:46:14,400 different recipes and ingredients that 1335 00:46:18,230 --> 00:46:16,319 are being put in your cup and shaking 1336 00:46:19,430 --> 00:46:18,240 around you know well i mean it's 1337 00:46:20,870 --> 00:46:19,440 interesting how you bring up the owl 1338 00:46:22,309 --> 00:46:20,880 thing because 1339 00:46:25,670 --> 00:46:22,319 i mean i had this crazy experience in 1340 00:46:27,670 --> 00:46:25,680 2005 my wife and i did together and 1341 00:46:29,190 --> 00:46:27,680 what's what i find fascinating is that 1342 00:46:30,390 --> 00:46:29,200 so so for instance say if you didn't 1343 00:46:32,630 --> 00:46:30,400 know any of the literature behind the 1344 00:46:34,550 --> 00:46:32,640 phenomenon right you might just go wow 1345 00:46:35,829 --> 00:46:34,560 what's up with that huge owl that's so 1346 00:46:37,349 --> 00:46:35,839 random right 1347 00:46:39,750 --> 00:46:37,359 and yet you read the literature and you 1348 00:46:41,510 --> 00:46:39,760 realize this goes on all the friggin 1349 00:46:43,990 --> 00:46:41,520 time right like it happened to so many 1350 00:46:45,910 --> 00:46:44,000 people across cultures and 1351 00:46:47,990 --> 00:46:45,920 sometimes they're kind of like you know 1352 00:46:49,990 --> 00:46:48,000 people later realize you know they're 1353 00:46:52,230 --> 00:46:50,000 actually grey aliens that are sort of 1354 00:46:54,309 --> 00:46:52,240 giving a screen memory of an owl other 1355 00:46:56,069 --> 00:46:54,319 people just think there's there's wisdom 1356 00:46:58,230 --> 00:46:56,079 traditions going back you know thousands 1357 00:47:00,230 --> 00:46:58,240 of years that suggest owls are these 1358 00:47:02,630 --> 00:47:00,240 these sort of wise caricatures kind of 1359 00:47:04,150 --> 00:47:02,640 thing these and so 1360 00:47:05,589 --> 00:47:04,160 and but again if you didn't read that 1361 00:47:06,950 --> 00:47:05,599 literature you would just sort of you 1362 00:47:08,069 --> 00:47:06,960 know pass it off and say that's weird i 1363 00:47:09,030 --> 00:47:08,079 don't remember seeing an owl that big 1364 00:47:10,470 --> 00:47:09,040 before 1365 00:47:12,309 --> 00:47:10,480 and yet when you do read the literature 1366 00:47:13,990 --> 00:47:12,319 you're like there's so many weird things 1367 00:47:16,550 --> 00:47:14,000 that happen over and over again and 1368 00:47:18,790 --> 00:47:16,560 what's what's bizarre to me is how 1369 00:47:20,309 --> 00:47:18,800 99 of the people in our culture are not 1370 00:47:22,549 --> 00:47:20,319 like the three of us right they're going 1371 00:47:24,470 --> 00:47:22,559 around not aware of any of this stuff 1372 00:47:27,510 --> 00:47:24,480 and it's completely flying beneath the 1373 00:47:29,670 --> 00:47:27,520 reader or above the radar for them so 1374 00:47:30,790 --> 00:47:29,680 that could even get even weirder because 1375 00:47:32,790 --> 00:47:30,800 we're talking about this not to 1376 00:47:35,430 --> 00:47:32,800 interrupt but like the week before i was 1377 00:47:37,030 --> 00:47:35,440 a part of like a group um kind of just a 1378 00:47:39,349 --> 00:47:37,040 meeting where we talked about our 1379 00:47:40,630 --> 00:47:39,359 experiences and stuff like that and one 1380 00:47:41,910 --> 00:47:40,640 person 1381 00:47:43,510 --> 00:47:41,920 um 1382 00:47:44,549 --> 00:47:43,520 like showed me a piece of artwork that 1383 00:47:47,750 --> 00:47:44,559 they had 1384 00:47:49,190 --> 00:47:47,760 and it was 1385 00:47:53,270 --> 00:47:49,200 an owl 1386 00:47:55,349 --> 00:47:53,280 and it was described as um a keeper of 1387 00:47:58,309 --> 00:47:55,359 life and death so right 1388 00:48:01,109 --> 00:47:58,319 um you know that one thing led to 1389 00:48:01,910 --> 00:48:01,119 you seeing an actual owl led to 1390 00:48:03,990 --> 00:48:01,920 you know 1391 00:48:05,589 --> 00:48:04,000 the the thing with my uncle 1392 00:48:07,190 --> 00:48:05,599 it's just weird 1393 00:48:08,230 --> 00:48:07,200 crazy that's totally weird like you say 1394 00:48:09,829 --> 00:48:08,240 especially when you put those three 1395 00:48:11,430 --> 00:48:09,839 together right and 1396 00:48:13,030 --> 00:48:11,440 again if you were to talk to sort of a 1397 00:48:14,950 --> 00:48:13,040 reductionistic scientist they might just 1398 00:48:16,630 --> 00:48:14,960 say well well there you go see someone 1399 00:48:17,990 --> 00:48:16,640 showed you a picture of a now right you 1400 00:48:19,190 --> 00:48:18,000 just it was embedded in your 1401 00:48:22,309 --> 00:48:19,200 subconscious 1402 00:48:26,309 --> 00:48:23,750 right when you look at it in his 1403 00:48:28,069 --> 00:48:26,319 totality and and that is not just you 1404 00:48:30,950 --> 00:48:28,079 but this is happening all the time to 1405 00:48:32,309 --> 00:48:30,960 people all around the world you go no 1406 00:48:34,549 --> 00:48:32,319 there's something much deeper and 1407 00:48:35,750 --> 00:48:34,559 broader going on here yeah 1408 00:48:37,109 --> 00:48:35,760 interesting 1409 00:48:39,829 --> 00:48:37,119 um 1410 00:48:41,750 --> 00:48:39,839 do you have any 1411 00:48:44,069 --> 00:48:41,760 uh questions or lines of inquiry 1412 00:48:46,870 --> 00:48:44,079 priscilla for for exo 1413 00:48:48,790 --> 00:48:46,880 uh no i i kind of wanted to comment on 1414 00:48:51,109 --> 00:48:48,800 his last 1415 00:48:52,790 --> 00:48:51,119 uh the latest podcast that he put out 1416 00:48:54,630 --> 00:48:52,800 sure and i thought it was interesting 1417 00:48:56,309 --> 00:48:54,640 that you you compared you know out of 1418 00:48:57,510 --> 00:48:56,319 body experience and near-death 1419 00:48:59,430 --> 00:48:57,520 experience 1420 00:49:00,230 --> 00:48:59,440 and encounters with 1421 00:49:01,030 --> 00:49:00,240 um 1422 00:49:02,950 --> 00:49:01,040 the 1423 00:49:04,710 --> 00:49:02,960 that have ufo elements and you kind of 1424 00:49:07,030 --> 00:49:04,720 touched on this a couple minutes ago 1425 00:49:10,069 --> 00:49:07,040 with the abductee scenario or the people 1426 00:49:11,829 --> 00:49:10,079 that have had um these experiences 1427 00:49:13,589 --> 00:49:11,839 but how do you think 1428 00:49:14,870 --> 00:49:13,599 that i think that they're 1429 00:49:16,390 --> 00:49:14,880 you know this is gonna sound weird 1430 00:49:18,549 --> 00:49:16,400 everybody but i think that they i think 1431 00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:18,559 that they are visiting people 1432 00:49:20,630 --> 00:49:19,359 in 1433 00:49:21,349 --> 00:49:20,640 the dream realm 1434 00:49:23,589 --> 00:49:21,359 so 1435 00:49:25,910 --> 00:49:23,599 how would you go about like talking 1436 00:49:27,349 --> 00:49:25,920 somebody through that that it's like 1437 00:49:29,349 --> 00:49:27,359 their first time having a dream like 1438 00:49:30,950 --> 00:49:29,359 that their first time seeing a being 1439 00:49:33,349 --> 00:49:30,960 that they don't recognize kind of like 1440 00:49:36,230 --> 00:49:33,359 your you know your crazy being that you 1441 00:49:38,069 --> 00:49:36,240 saw like how do you like i know how i do 1442 00:49:39,829 --> 00:49:38,079 it i do it from our spiritual standpoint 1443 00:49:41,190 --> 00:49:39,839 but how would you say say somebody comes 1444 00:49:43,030 --> 00:49:41,200 to you and they have this crazy 1445 00:49:45,589 --> 00:49:43,040 experience but it's it's rocked them 1446 00:49:48,309 --> 00:49:45,599 like like noticeably like 1447 00:49:50,390 --> 00:49:48,319 rock them to their core uh how how do 1448 00:49:52,390 --> 00:49:50,400 you go about um helping people through 1449 00:49:53,910 --> 00:49:52,400 that or do people even come to you for 1450 00:49:55,829 --> 00:49:53,920 stuff like that 1451 00:49:58,150 --> 00:49:55,839 yeah i do have people 1452 00:49:59,829 --> 00:49:58,160 that mostly they write and say you know 1453 00:50:01,829 --> 00:49:59,839 thank you for normalizing this because 1454 00:50:04,309 --> 00:50:01,839 this is my experience and i haven't had 1455 00:50:06,549 --> 00:50:04,319 anyone to talk to about this and 1456 00:50:08,390 --> 00:50:06,559 um you know again speaking of the sort 1457 00:50:10,790 --> 00:50:08,400 of fundamentalist christian side we 1458 00:50:12,630 --> 00:50:10,800 mentioned a while ago if people sort of 1459 00:50:13,990 --> 00:50:12,640 exist in those circles then they 1460 00:50:15,190 --> 00:50:14,000 definitely can't talk about this stuff 1461 00:50:17,589 --> 00:50:15,200 because 1462 00:50:19,510 --> 00:50:17,599 i mean it's it's it's it's it's actually 1463 00:50:20,549 --> 00:50:19,520 kind of humorous when you realize how 1464 00:50:23,030 --> 00:50:20,559 quickly 1465 00:50:24,390 --> 00:50:23,040 people's knee-jerk reaction is demons 1466 00:50:25,990 --> 00:50:24,400 you know definitely going to pray for 1467 00:50:27,589 --> 00:50:26,000 you you know i mean that's just the 1468 00:50:28,710 --> 00:50:27,599 assumption over and over and over again 1469 00:50:32,150 --> 00:50:28,720 there's no 1470 00:50:32,870 --> 00:50:32,160 this understanding that we might live in 1471 00:50:47,190 --> 00:50:32,880 a 1472 00:50:49,589 --> 00:50:47,200 tiers you've got the upper tier with 1473 00:50:51,910 --> 00:50:49,599 god and angels you've got the middle 1474 00:50:53,910 --> 00:50:51,920 tier with human beings and animals 1475 00:50:55,750 --> 00:50:53,920 some people let et's be in there but 1476 00:50:58,309 --> 00:50:55,760 only some and then you've got you know 1477 00:51:00,870 --> 00:50:58,319 demons and satan and dark stuff in in 1478 00:51:02,630 --> 00:51:00,880 hell or the the lower realms you even 1479 00:51:03,670 --> 00:51:02,640 get that within shamanistic circles to 1480 00:51:05,750 --> 00:51:03,680 some degree 1481 00:51:08,470 --> 00:51:05,760 as well as christian circles so 1482 00:51:10,309 --> 00:51:08,480 all that is to say when people when 1483 00:51:11,910 --> 00:51:10,319 that's their interpretive grid there's 1484 00:51:13,990 --> 00:51:11,920 not a lot of room there right i mean so 1485 00:51:15,030 --> 00:51:14,000 if some entity that pops up that you 1486 00:51:17,030 --> 00:51:15,040 know is not a 1487 00:51:18,790 --> 00:51:17,040 an animal or human being 1488 00:51:22,390 --> 00:51:18,800 people especially if it's got anything 1489 00:51:24,710 --> 00:51:22,400 kind of like weird or spiritual or 1490 00:51:26,069 --> 00:51:24,720 ethereal people right away go 1491 00:51:27,270 --> 00:51:26,079 they again they take passages in 1492 00:51:28,950 --> 00:51:27,280 scripture like 1493 00:51:31,270 --> 00:51:28,960 satan can parade as an angel of light 1494 00:51:32,549 --> 00:51:31,280 and and they're used to this they've as 1495 00:51:34,390 --> 00:51:32,559 you guys know 1496 00:51:35,750 --> 00:51:34,400 it gets drilled into you that you know 1497 00:51:37,510 --> 00:51:35,760 this stuff can 1498 00:51:39,750 --> 00:51:37,520 will deceive you wants to deceive you 1499 00:51:41,190 --> 00:51:39,760 don't trust your eyes kind of thing 1500 00:51:43,510 --> 00:51:41,200 and to the point where even if people 1501 00:51:45,030 --> 00:51:43,520 have had decades of positive experiences 1502 00:51:47,510 --> 00:51:45,040 with these entities and have seen 1503 00:51:49,109 --> 00:51:47,520 themselves grow and become more loving 1504 00:51:51,750 --> 00:51:49,119 accepting people they're less 1505 00:51:53,190 --> 00:51:51,760 materialistic they're more focused on 1506 00:51:54,790 --> 00:51:53,200 you know universal brotherhood you can 1507 00:51:56,630 --> 00:51:54,800 have all those things happening over 1508 00:51:58,549 --> 00:51:56,640 like those metrics all move in the 1509 00:52:00,549 --> 00:51:58,559 positive direction over decades and 1510 00:52:01,430 --> 00:52:00,559 you'll still get conservative christians 1511 00:52:02,950 --> 00:52:01,440 who say 1512 00:52:04,150 --> 00:52:02,960 yeah it's all the rules though i mean 1513 00:52:05,750 --> 00:52:04,160 what good is that if you're going to 1514 00:52:07,349 --> 00:52:05,760 hell when you die right and some people 1515 00:52:08,390 --> 00:52:07,359 really a lot of people really believe 1516 00:52:10,470 --> 00:52:08,400 that you know 1517 00:52:12,309 --> 00:52:10,480 so that that's so that's one thing is 1518 00:52:14,069 --> 00:52:12,319 it's just nice to 1519 00:52:15,589 --> 00:52:14,079 be able to have a platform and you guys 1520 00:52:17,670 --> 00:52:15,599 do the same thing you know like we're 1521 00:52:19,670 --> 00:52:17,680 all normalizing this stuff right with 1522 00:52:22,470 --> 00:52:19,680 your show as well and 1523 00:52:24,630 --> 00:52:22,480 it it's it's a breath of fresh air and a 1524 00:52:26,870 --> 00:52:24,640 lifeline for people who have not known 1525 00:52:29,510 --> 00:52:26,880 where and how to share this stuff and as 1526 00:52:31,030 --> 00:52:29,520 you guys know if you can't talk about it 1527 00:52:32,549 --> 00:52:31,040 then it just gets locked away somewhere 1528 00:52:34,870 --> 00:52:32,559 and becomes this ball of energy that 1529 00:52:36,069 --> 00:52:34,880 doesn't resolve you know right and 1530 00:52:37,829 --> 00:52:36,079 that's no good 1531 00:52:40,309 --> 00:52:37,839 in any part of life 1532 00:52:42,150 --> 00:52:40,319 yeah and it's just hard enough to find 1533 00:52:44,390 --> 00:52:42,160 anyone to talk to about it in general 1534 00:52:46,309 --> 00:52:44,400 let alone your real life so it's like 1535 00:52:47,430 --> 00:52:46,319 somebody's got to start making outlets 1536 00:52:49,829 --> 00:52:47,440 and and 1537 00:52:51,589 --> 00:52:49,839 in spots for it and you know i'm not a 1538 00:52:54,150 --> 00:52:51,599 i'm late to the game 1539 00:52:55,990 --> 00:52:54,160 for sure you know but i'm glad i can 1540 00:52:58,069 --> 00:52:56,000 help because i think the more the 1541 00:53:00,790 --> 00:52:58,079 merrier and it's almost like a different 1542 00:53:03,030 --> 00:53:00,800 flavor will connect or you know help 1543 00:53:05,990 --> 00:53:03,040 somebody in a different way 1544 00:53:07,190 --> 00:53:06,000 and it it as long as it's good with uh 1545 00:53:09,750 --> 00:53:07,200 done with the clean heart and good 1546 00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:09,760 intent i think it's helpful so yeah one 1547 00:53:15,030 --> 00:53:11,680 thing i would add to priscilla's 1548 00:53:16,870 --> 00:53:15,040 question is that when i 1549 00:53:18,309 --> 00:53:16,880 do try and help people or talk with 1550 00:53:19,910 --> 00:53:18,319 people through this stuff 1551 00:53:22,470 --> 00:53:19,920 it really matters where they're coming 1552 00:53:23,589 --> 00:53:22,480 from and what their background is and 1553 00:53:25,510 --> 00:53:23,599 um 1554 00:53:26,549 --> 00:53:25,520 so for instance we talked before about 1555 00:53:28,390 --> 00:53:26,559 you know sometimes you'll have a 1556 00:53:29,990 --> 00:53:28,400 negative experience in a dream 1557 00:53:31,990 --> 00:53:30,000 that isn't or even a negative experience 1558 00:53:34,230 --> 00:53:32,000 as a contact experience right it doesn't 1559 00:53:35,750 --> 00:53:34,240 necessarily mean it's negative or evil 1560 00:53:38,710 --> 00:53:35,760 it can actually be 1561 00:53:40,549 --> 00:53:38,720 um trying to give you the the tools to 1562 00:53:44,309 --> 00:53:40,559 grow through something right 1563 00:53:45,270 --> 00:53:44,319 and um you know that's what uh yeah yeah 1564 00:53:46,950 --> 00:53:45,280 i mean if you think about like the 1565 00:53:48,390 --> 00:53:46,960 really sort of crude analogy of weight 1566 00:53:50,150 --> 00:53:48,400 training right i mean you need 1567 00:53:52,950 --> 00:53:50,160 resistance and pain to sort of grow to 1568 00:53:54,470 --> 00:53:52,960 something new um so 1569 00:53:57,190 --> 00:53:54,480 but that said so some people are 1570 00:53:59,190 --> 00:53:57,200 convinced that if anything feels bad 1571 00:54:01,349 --> 00:53:59,200 it must be negative or it must be evil 1572 00:54:02,790 --> 00:54:01,359 so if i i'll try and figure out where 1573 00:54:04,790 --> 00:54:02,800 someone's coming from if there's if they 1574 00:54:06,309 --> 00:54:04,800 haven't moved past that yet but they 1575 00:54:08,470 --> 00:54:06,319 still believe that if it feels bad it 1576 00:54:09,829 --> 00:54:08,480 must be bad and it can't have anything 1577 00:54:11,750 --> 00:54:09,839 good then then that's where i need to 1578 00:54:13,510 --> 00:54:11,760 focus the attention on right whereas if 1579 00:54:15,349 --> 00:54:13,520 someone is beyond that and recognizes 1580 00:54:17,349 --> 00:54:15,359 that no that can be sort of the critical 1581 00:54:20,069 --> 00:54:17,359 mass that helps you grow then we go from 1582 00:54:22,069 --> 00:54:20,079 there but so it largely depends on where 1583 00:54:23,670 --> 00:54:22,079 the person's at in in their own sort of 1584 00:54:25,349 --> 00:54:23,680 consciousness development yes yeah you 1585 00:54:26,790 --> 00:54:25,359 gotta meet them where you work where 1586 00:54:28,790 --> 00:54:26,800 they're at 1587 00:54:30,870 --> 00:54:28,800 that's what i try to do but i was um i 1588 00:54:32,069 --> 00:54:30,880 always ask people like how do you 1589 00:54:34,470 --> 00:54:32,079 because not a lot of people will talk 1590 00:54:36,710 --> 00:54:34,480 about this um so i think the first thing 1591 00:54:38,150 --> 00:54:36,720 is having the space like uh like jay has 1592 00:54:40,549 --> 00:54:38,160 like an amazing space for it we're 1593 00:54:41,430 --> 00:54:40,559 creating spaces everywhere now but it's 1594 00:54:43,190 --> 00:54:41,440 um 1595 00:54:45,349 --> 00:54:43,200 it's just talking about jay christopher 1596 00:54:47,670 --> 00:54:45,359 king yeah sorry 1597 00:54:49,270 --> 00:54:47,680 um but yeah i'm glad that you said all 1598 00:54:51,190 --> 00:54:49,280 that because i i kind of do the same 1599 00:54:53,430 --> 00:54:51,200 thing but i was wondering if i was not 1600 00:54:55,190 --> 00:54:53,440 if i was going about it the right way um 1601 00:54:57,190 --> 00:54:55,200 because a lot of it is intuitive the way 1602 00:54:59,030 --> 00:54:57,200 that i'm you know help like not helping 1603 00:55:00,069 --> 00:54:59,040 people but um just kind of being there 1604 00:55:02,710 --> 00:55:00,079 for people 1605 00:55:04,390 --> 00:55:02,720 and letting them unload no matter how 1606 00:55:05,430 --> 00:55:04,400 weird it is and 1607 00:55:07,750 --> 00:55:05,440 um 1608 00:55:10,549 --> 00:55:07,760 yeah i like that answer thank you sure 1609 00:55:12,789 --> 00:55:10,559 absolutely yeah i mean i think 1610 00:55:14,470 --> 00:55:12,799 one of the the teachers i had in my past 1611 00:55:15,829 --> 00:55:14,480 was a guy named thomas ubel and he 1612 00:55:17,510 --> 00:55:15,839 talked about 1613 00:55:19,190 --> 00:55:17,520 um 1614 00:55:20,710 --> 00:55:19,200 we sort of come into this life as this 1615 00:55:21,670 --> 00:55:20,720 ball of energy that wants to resolve 1616 00:55:22,870 --> 00:55:21,680 itself 1617 00:55:23,829 --> 00:55:22,880 and 1618 00:55:26,870 --> 00:55:23,839 because 1619 00:55:28,870 --> 00:55:26,880 our culture modern culture tends to deny 1620 00:55:30,390 --> 00:55:28,880 the existence of certain things or or 1621 00:55:32,230 --> 00:55:30,400 sort of belittle certain kinds of 1622 00:55:33,589 --> 00:55:32,240 elements of life there are a lot of 1623 00:55:35,670 --> 00:55:33,599 people walking around with balls of 1624 00:55:37,270 --> 00:55:35,680 energy that are not resolving and 1625 00:55:39,030 --> 00:55:37,280 eventually that can even manifest as 1626 00:55:40,630 --> 00:55:39,040 disease you know like it's uh you know 1627 00:55:42,710 --> 00:55:40,640 that's even been scientifically proven 1628 00:55:44,150 --> 00:55:42,720 now you think negatively really 1629 00:55:45,430 --> 00:55:44,160 intensely for a long enough time that's 1630 00:55:47,349 --> 00:55:45,440 eventually going to cause a tumor or 1631 00:55:48,789 --> 00:55:47,359 something right so it's really important 1632 00:55:51,109 --> 00:55:48,799 to do what you're doing like you know to 1633 00:55:53,109 --> 00:55:51,119 give people just the time to 1634 00:55:55,190 --> 00:55:53,119 get that stuff out as messy as it is you 1635 00:55:57,910 --> 00:55:55,200 know you want to get that stuff out and 1636 00:55:59,670 --> 00:55:57,920 then begin to process in a positive way 1637 00:56:01,589 --> 00:55:59,680 and and there's no use talking to 1638 00:56:03,430 --> 00:56:01,599 someone in a league above where they are 1639 00:56:05,349 --> 00:56:03,440 because that's completely not useful 1640 00:56:07,349 --> 00:56:05,359 pragmatic information for them right 1641 00:56:09,190 --> 00:56:07,359 like like you mentioned sean you have to 1642 00:56:11,030 --> 00:56:09,200 meet them where they are and sort of 1643 00:56:13,349 --> 00:56:11,040 hopefully shine some light on what the 1644 00:56:14,829 --> 00:56:13,359 next steps are for them i like this 1645 00:56:17,270 --> 00:56:14,839 ontological 1646 00:56:18,710 --> 00:56:17,280 massage you got to work out the america 1647 00:56:21,109 --> 00:56:18,720 yeah 1648 00:56:23,430 --> 00:56:21,119 pretty much well some people have these 1649 00:56:25,030 --> 00:56:23,440 experiences and they end up like they 1650 00:56:26,549 --> 00:56:25,040 literally feel like they're going crazy 1651 00:56:28,630 --> 00:56:26,559 and it's very 1652 00:56:31,030 --> 00:56:28,640 it's very scary for them everything 1653 00:56:32,549 --> 00:56:31,040 they've been taught just is kind of like 1654 00:56:34,069 --> 00:56:32,559 not real anymore 1655 00:56:37,030 --> 00:56:34,079 so um 1656 00:56:38,870 --> 00:56:37,040 the whole ontological thing is just 1657 00:56:40,230 --> 00:56:38,880 it's shattering for some people and it's 1658 00:56:42,789 --> 00:56:40,240 right totally i mean that's that's the 1659 00:56:44,470 --> 00:56:42,799 ontological shock that john mack talked 1660 00:56:45,430 --> 00:56:44,480 about that like you say it's not just 1661 00:56:46,950 --> 00:56:45,440 that 1662 00:56:48,789 --> 00:56:46,960 they're seeing stuff they didn't believe 1663 00:56:50,230 --> 00:56:48,799 was real before but now that they know 1664 00:56:51,589 --> 00:56:50,240 that's real 1665 00:56:53,510 --> 00:56:51,599 but but their former conception got 1666 00:56:55,349 --> 00:56:53,520 blown up now they feel like everything's 1667 00:56:56,870 --> 00:56:55,359 blown up right like they don't know what 1668 00:56:58,549 --> 00:56:56,880 to believe they don't know what what's 1669 00:56:59,990 --> 00:56:58,559 up and what's down anymore 1670 00:57:01,589 --> 00:57:00,000 and they've got everyone walking around 1671 00:57:02,950 --> 00:57:01,599 they feel like a crazy person sometimes 1672 00:57:04,950 --> 00:57:02,960 because everyone in their circle is 1673 00:57:06,230 --> 00:57:04,960 telling them none of that's real this is 1674 00:57:07,670 --> 00:57:06,240 the way people are and yet they've been 1675 00:57:10,230 --> 00:57:07,680 confronted with the reality that says 1676 00:57:12,950 --> 00:57:10,240 everything but so they've got to try and 1677 00:57:14,870 --> 00:57:12,960 find their way in that 1678 00:57:16,630 --> 00:57:14,880 i love talking to you i hope you'll come 1679 00:57:19,589 --> 00:57:16,640 back again at some point 1680 00:57:22,069 --> 00:57:19,599 so i would love to it's been a great fun 1681 00:57:25,750 --> 00:57:22,079 enlightening conversation yeah yeah i 1682 00:57:27,670 --> 00:57:25,760 concur i agree i i want more of them so 1683 00:57:29,190 --> 00:57:27,680 yeah i was just thinking i wish i you 1684 00:57:30,870 --> 00:57:29,200 actually like i was like i want to talk 1685 00:57:33,109 --> 00:57:30,880 to somebody about i had some questions 1686 00:57:35,030 --> 00:57:33,119 and even i didn't even have to ask and 1687 00:57:36,150 --> 00:57:35,040 it's kind of funny that um we just 1688 00:57:38,150 --> 00:57:36,160 started talking about what we were 1689 00:57:39,990 --> 00:57:38,160 talking about because i was like i need 1690 00:57:42,150 --> 00:57:40,000 somebody like i know what i know but i 1691 00:57:44,549 --> 00:57:42,160 need like to talk to the next level that 1692 00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:44,559 knows more than i've experienced and 1693 00:57:47,990 --> 00:57:45,839 talked to other people that have had 1694 00:57:49,670 --> 00:57:48,000 these crazy uh dream experiences or more 1695 00:57:51,430 --> 00:57:49,680 knowledge about it since you've studied 1696 00:57:52,710 --> 00:57:51,440 so much you know 1697 00:57:54,870 --> 00:57:52,720 academically with it it sounds like 1698 00:57:56,789 --> 00:57:54,880 you're in all sorts of research and 1699 00:57:59,430 --> 00:57:56,799 that's just the rand paul voice it's not 1700 00:58:02,390 --> 00:57:59,440 real oh my god 1701 00:58:03,829 --> 00:58:02,400 that's horrible i know it is 1702 00:58:06,549 --> 00:58:03,839 i'm sorry 1703 00:58:09,270 --> 00:58:06,559 but oh yeah you're you're brilliant 1704 00:58:12,150 --> 00:58:09,280 she's right he's uh if only if rand paul 1705 00:58:13,349 --> 00:58:12,160 made sense and read more yeah 1706 00:58:14,950 --> 00:58:13,359 well you know what we're talking about 1707 00:58:16,470 --> 00:58:14,960 here is what what again that teacher of 1708 00:58:18,309 --> 00:58:16,480 mine thomas rubel talked about he called 1709 00:58:20,230 --> 00:58:18,319 it we space right 1710 00:58:21,990 --> 00:58:20,240 and when you it's one thing to research 1711 00:58:23,349 --> 00:58:22,000 on your own and read books and whatnot 1712 00:58:25,190 --> 00:58:23,359 but when you get together with people 1713 00:58:26,710 --> 00:58:25,200 with a like mind and you're exploring 1714 00:58:29,030 --> 00:58:26,720 stuff together 1715 00:58:31,030 --> 00:58:29,040 it sort of um synergizes the 1716 00:58:32,470 --> 00:58:31,040 consciousness in a way that you reach 1717 00:58:34,390 --> 00:58:32,480 new heights you couldn't on your own so 1718 00:58:35,349 --> 00:58:34,400 that's why it's really important that we 1719 00:58:37,349 --> 00:58:35,359 continue to have these kind of 1720 00:58:38,630 --> 00:58:37,359 conversations because it does take us to 1721 00:58:41,349 --> 00:58:38,640 different places we couldn't get by 1722 00:58:43,510 --> 00:58:41,359 ourselves yeah just like i'm a musician 1723 00:58:45,990 --> 00:58:43,520 a long time so it reminds me of the band 1724 00:58:48,150 --> 00:58:46,000 dynamic for sure like me too yeah i 1725 00:58:49,990 --> 00:58:48,160 totally relate to that yeah yeah 1726 00:58:53,349 --> 00:58:50,000 all right uh well with that being said 1727 00:58:56,390 --> 00:58:53,359 you have a excellent evening exo um 1728 00:58:58,630 --> 00:58:56,400 everybody go follow him on twitter um 1729 00:59:01,990 --> 00:58:58,640 subscribe to his show what or you can 1730 00:59:04,150 --> 00:59:02,000 listen to his podcast on spotify all his 1731 00:59:06,789 --> 00:59:04,160 stuff is in the description so with that 1732 00:59:08,789 --> 00:59:06,799 being said i will thank you sarah and 1733 00:59:10,309 --> 00:59:08,799 until next time thanks sean thanks 1734 00:59:12,710 --> 00:59:10,319 priscilla we'll see you guys later all 1735 00:59:14,870 --> 00:59:12,720 right bye 1736 00:59:16,150 --> 00:59:14,880 all right that was pretty good huh yeah 1737 00:59:18,470 --> 00:59:16,160 he's very 1738 00:59:21,270 --> 00:59:18,480 morton his podcasts are amazing but in 1739 00:59:23,349 --> 00:59:21,280 person well you know i'm talking right 1740 00:59:24,710 --> 00:59:23,359 yeah you know what i mean yeah okay so 1741 00:59:25,670 --> 00:59:24,720 see you later that threw me off like 1742 00:59:27,589 --> 00:59:25,680 what 1743 00:59:33,349 --> 00:59:27,599 yeah 1744 00:59:35,430 --> 00:59:33,359 it's cool when you get to talk to 1745 00:59:37,589 --> 00:59:35,440 somebody that's so um 1746 00:59:38,870 --> 00:59:37,599 they're so like well read and educated 1747 00:59:41,349 --> 00:59:38,880 and they're still 1748 00:59:43,030 --> 00:59:41,359 they have such a big you know 1749 00:59:44,630 --> 00:59:43,040 i don't know i want to say big heart i 1750 00:59:45,510 --> 00:59:44,640 know that sounds kind of silly yeah for 1751 00:59:46,870 --> 00:59:45,520 sure 1752 00:59:48,870 --> 00:59:46,880 they really it sounds like he really 1753 00:59:50,950 --> 00:59:48,880 wants to enlighten people and help them 1754 00:59:53,109 --> 00:59:50,960 understand what's going on on so many 1755 00:59:56,789 --> 00:59:53,119 different levels and at their level 1756 00:59:58,950 --> 00:59:56,799 which is great yes it's not like um 1757 01:00:01,109 --> 00:59:58,960 you know by now we shall be aware that 1758 01:00:03,030 --> 01:00:01,119 um this is how you know when people say 1759 01:00:04,390 --> 01:00:03,040 this is how it's done no this is the way 1760 01:00:06,549 --> 01:00:04,400 it is no 1761 01:00:08,549 --> 01:00:06,559 you know it you got to be up here you 1762 01:00:10,549 --> 01:00:08,559 can't even try it like 1763 01:00:12,309 --> 01:00:10,559 by now we should know that's just like 1764 01:00:13,910 --> 01:00:12,319 ineffective and isn't going to work if 1765 01:00:16,390 --> 01:00:13,920 anything that's a warning flag anybody 1766 01:00:18,630 --> 01:00:16,400 that's telling you only this way and 1767 01:00:20,950 --> 01:00:18,640 it's only you have to do you know okay i 1768 01:00:22,470 --> 01:00:20,960 dealt with that a lot in uh like uh with 1769 01:00:24,230 --> 01:00:22,480 other witches like because i didn't go 1770 01:00:25,109 --> 01:00:24,240 through there kind of the training you 1771 01:00:26,549 --> 01:00:25,119 know i'm like well i guess i'm just 1772 01:00:28,549 --> 01:00:26,559 looking at myself making money you know 1773 01:00:30,150 --> 01:00:28,559 but um if you don't do this certain 1774 01:00:31,990 --> 01:00:30,160 thing you know um 1775 01:00:34,069 --> 01:00:32,000 and that that's for everything people 1776 01:00:35,990 --> 01:00:34,079 are they just know so much without 1777 01:00:37,990 --> 01:00:36,000 actually knowing 1778 01:00:39,589 --> 01:00:38,000 yeah and it's just like everybody's 1779 01:00:41,190 --> 01:00:39,599 unique to themselves everybody's 1780 01:00:43,670 --> 01:00:41,200 different so everybody's gonna have 1781 01:00:46,309 --> 01:00:43,680 their way that's going to work for them 1782 01:00:48,230 --> 01:00:46,319 best and it's impossible to have 1783 01:00:50,549 --> 01:00:48,240 a one-size-fits-all especially when it 1784 01:00:54,230 --> 01:00:50,559 comes to theoretical stuff and 1785 01:00:55,109 --> 01:00:54,240 philosophy and you know ways to live so 1786 01:00:56,870 --> 01:00:55,119 yeah 1787 01:00:58,549 --> 01:00:56,880 well i appreciate your time i thought 1788 01:01:00,950 --> 01:00:58,559 you were great today 1789 01:01:02,230 --> 01:01:00,960 um you're off next week right 1790 01:01:04,789 --> 01:01:02,240 yeah i have a 1791 01:01:07,750 --> 01:01:04,799 i have a medium coming on um 1792 01:01:09,589 --> 01:01:07,760 okay next week but uh 1793 01:01:11,510 --> 01:01:09,599 zach after that you're welcome to join 1794 01:01:13,750 --> 01:01:11,520 if you have any questions she's um 1795 01:01:15,750 --> 01:01:13,760 uh she's she has i mean she's a 1796 01:01:17,910 --> 01:01:15,760 well-known medium in the awesome it's 1797 01:01:19,750 --> 01:01:17,920 not like a tv one but in like you know 1798 01:01:21,270 --> 01:01:19,760 that i'm not vegan chip well she's legit 1799 01:01:24,950 --> 01:01:21,280 she's not she's not she's not like a 1800 01:01:27,510 --> 01:01:24,960 what's the long island medium oh so it's 1801 01:01:28,470 --> 01:01:27,520 not long island no i want i want the tv 1802 01:01:30,630 --> 01:01:28,480 ones 1803 01:01:31,910 --> 01:01:30,640 yeah 1804 01:01:34,309 --> 01:01:31,920 no that 1805 01:01:36,870 --> 01:01:34,319 that's pretty cool um what time is your 1806 01:01:39,430 --> 01:01:36,880 what time is your gig it should be at 1807 01:01:41,829 --> 01:01:39,440 eight eight o'clock okay well 1808 01:01:43,270 --> 01:01:41,839 maybe maybe not next monday i was 1809 01:01:45,430 --> 01:01:43,280 actually going to take off anyways 1810 01:01:48,549 --> 01:01:45,440 because of a conflicting schedule thing 1811 01:01:50,150 --> 01:01:48,559 but i might be able to hang out um at 1812 01:01:53,109 --> 01:01:50,160 that time because it's a little bit 1813 01:01:55,109 --> 01:01:53,119 later so if i'm awake 1814 01:01:58,069 --> 01:01:55,119 you know right now i'm just like i'm 1815 01:01:59,670 --> 01:01:58,079 like bernie you ever see those bernie 1816 01:02:02,309 --> 01:01:59,680 uh 1817 01:02:03,109 --> 01:02:02,319 those bernie movies like um 1818 01:02:05,270 --> 01:02:03,119 where 1819 01:02:08,390 --> 01:02:05,280 he's dead and the people just like kind 1820 01:02:09,750 --> 01:02:08,400 of move them around and stuff 1821 01:02:10,789 --> 01:02:09,760 i feel like i know what you're talking 1822 01:02:12,950 --> 01:02:10,799 about without knowing what you're 1823 01:02:14,789 --> 01:02:12,960 talking about yeah 1824 01:02:16,789 --> 01:02:14,799 it makes sense to me 1825 01:02:18,230 --> 01:02:16,799 it makes me think of that one uh chubby 1826 01:02:19,190 --> 01:02:18,240 chase movie where they have the ant like 1827 01:02:21,670 --> 01:02:19,200 on the car 1828 01:02:23,829 --> 01:02:21,680 yeah something like that 1829 01:02:25,589 --> 01:02:23,839 check it out it's not important or home 1830 01:02:27,990 --> 01:02:25,599 yes weekend at bernie's that's what it 1831 01:02:30,549 --> 01:02:28,000 is oh okay yeah yeah 1832 01:02:32,390 --> 01:02:30,559 like no you're dead 1833 01:02:35,349 --> 01:02:32,400 yes yeah now it's all coming back i just 1834 01:02:37,829 --> 01:02:35,359 need the name that's how i feel pretty 1835 01:02:40,069 --> 01:02:37,839 much every time after now 1836 01:02:42,150 --> 01:02:40,079 because i get up so i get up so early 1837 01:02:43,430 --> 01:02:42,160 i'm like at 3 30 4 o'clock whatever i 1838 01:02:44,630 --> 01:02:43,440 can't help it 1839 01:02:46,230 --> 01:02:44,640 so 1840 01:02:47,829 --> 01:02:46,240 um but 1841 01:02:50,549 --> 01:02:47,839 yeah i had a great time with you once 1842 01:02:54,069 --> 01:02:50,559 again uh next week i'm taking off of 1843 01:02:57,029 --> 01:02:54,079 this channel at the nighttime slot so go 1844 01:02:59,589 --> 01:02:57,039 check out priscilla quantum witch cafe 1845 01:03:02,390 --> 01:02:59,599 um and with that being said 1846 01:03:05,270 --> 01:03:02,400 check out the liberation times website 1847 01:03:08,069 --> 01:03:05,280 because pretty big article um came out 1848 01:03:10,150 --> 01:03:08,079 there today that i contributed to and mr 1849 01:03:11,829 --> 01:03:10,160 robert gopher may be mentioned i'm not 1850 01:03:13,430 --> 01:03:11,839 sure but hopefully 1851 01:03:19,750 --> 01:03:13,440 um 1852 01:03:26,309 --> 01:03:23,109 oh i'm caught i wanted to play a video 1853 01:03:29,029 --> 01:03:26,319 uh which one okay this one 1854 01:03:30,549 --> 01:03:29,039 t-minus ten nine eight 1855 01:03:32,630 --> 01:03:30,559 seven 1856 01:03:37,670 --> 01:03:32,640 no that's better for a start okay let's